Monday, November 30, 2020

Utapaun Graffiti

“I dunno,” Muna demurred.  “What if we just-”
“Don’t think about it so much, if it’s gonna make you so nervous,” Paxti whispered back.
“But I heard the Yard can be dangerous at night.”
“Not on bright nights.  Come on, you prom-.”

A shrill voice suddenly interrupted them “Is that Paxti Bentun talking while I’m talking?”  Muna and Paxti didn’t need to look up to know everyone else in the classroom was looking at them.  Paxti slumped her crinkled body into her seat while Muna turned her eye-stalks downward.
“Perhaps one of you would like to explain to the class how the Kymer constraint demonstrates the upper limits of hyperspeed, hm?  Since I’m apparently doing such a boring job of it.”
“Oh!” Muna perked up, “Well, Dr. Yader, that’s sort of a trick question, isn’t it?  Hyperspeed has a limit but we don’t really know why.  The Kymer constraint is just what we call that obstacle.  The faster your hyperspeed, the stronger it becomes because, well, because it’s just a place holder.”

Dr. Yader’s lifted her goggles off as she eyed Muna carefully.  Her pale orange skin folded neatly on its self, a clear sign of a morning routine, which was more than could be said for Paxti next to her.  The top of her head tapered as it rose backwards.

“She showed you!” Said a boy up front, and the rest of the class erupted into laughter.
Dr. Yader put her brown goggles back onto the end of her eyestocks.  “Settle down, settle down.  Very good, Muna.  Imagine how much you could learn if you actually paid atten-.”
“Dr. Yader,” Paxti interrupted, “I don’t think it’s fair you asked us a trick question.”
“And I don’t think it’s fair you keep interrupting me.  Detention, Miss Bentun.  And just as well, I have a lab this afternoon and could use a hand in cleaning up.”

The boy up front snickered again, though he quickly covered his short snout with his large hand.

“You too, Mister Perguss.”
“But I was trying not to!”
“Trying and failing,” Dr. Yader declared.  “Effort isn’t everything in the galaxy, Udah Perguss.  Without results, it’s just a waste of energy.  Now then, where were-” Suddenly the bell rang and the students hurried out of Dr. Yader’s classroom, who furiously shouted the homework at them.

During lunch, Paxti opened her bag and laid out what her dad had packed her.  Milkbean sandwich, Opee slices, and a bag of processed fruit snacks.  She put the Opee slices back in with a groan.  Muna sat down next to her as she popped a few fruit snacks in her mouth.

“Sorry, Pax.”
“Hm?”
“About the detention.”
“Oh,” Paxti said, then swallowing she added, “Thanks for the reminder, I’d almost forgotten.  That would have been bad.”  It had been another two torturous hours of school since the incident.  Paxti thought it was a wonder she remembered her own name through it all.  Taking finishing off the bag Paxti went on, saying, “It’s alright, Moon. Scrag, I’m just glad you knew the answer.  If I’m gonna have detention, I’d rather it be because she looked stupid than because we did.”
“Want some of my lunch?”  Muna offered quietly, opening her bag for Paxti to look into.
She leaned forward over the green table.  “You sure you need two bags of silseeds?”
“Take them both, I hate those things!”
“Oh yeah?”  Paxti thrust a big hand into the bag, grabbing both bags at once. “This is great!  I can’t believe you don’t like them.  Oh, hi Marq.”
Marquita shook the table as she slammed her tray down.  “You will not believe what happened during math this morning – I am steaming.”

She took a seat next to Muna.  “I sit right by Robund, you know, and I asked him about tonight, and he said he’s going to the Yard, and I said we were too, and so we talked about it a bit, and it was very cool.  He said he usually hangs out by the pit with his W-board, and that I should come by and say hi while we’re there.”
“No!  Way!” Muna and Paxti both yelled.
“Yeah, yeah!”
“So, what did you say?” Paxti said.
“I said I’d try to get by to see him.  No idea where that came from, but that’s what I said and as soon as I said it I thought Whoa, that was good.”
“That was good,” Muna said enviously.
“So now we pretty much have to go,” Paxti said, turning to Muna.
“I mea, I-“ Muna sputtered.
“And anyway, once we go, if you don’t like it – which won’t happen – but if it does chu then Marq can find Robund, chat for a bit, and then we’ll go home.”
“But what if we hit it off?” Marquita whined.
“On the first night?” Paxti retorted opening a bad of Silseeds and pouring them into her hand.  “Come on.  Leave him wanting more.  Plus he’ll know you had nothing better to do if you talk to him all night.”  She popped the seeds into her mouth and sucked on them.  The sour taste made her eye stalks stiffen briefly, and the caps of her eyes dilated briefly.
“Or what if you run out of things to say,” Muna put in.  “Leave before then.  My parents haven’t had a new thing to say to each other in years.  It’s always dinner and laundry and schoolwork and meetings, meetings, meetings.”
“I’d love to talk to Robund about laundry for the rest of my life.” Marquita said, eyecaps glazing over.
“Oh, come on.”  Paxti said, opening up the second packet.  “Want any?”  Marquita opened her hand and took a few.  Muna shook her head vigourously.

A silence came over the group as Paxti and Marquita sucked the sour seeds, “Pax has a date with Udah Perguff.” Siezing the moment, Muna said.  Paxti smacked the table and shook her head in protest, but Muna went on, “It’s the perfect set up!  Two troubled souls, drawn together in detention.”

Paxti swallowed the seeds quickly to respond, too quickly. “Is not!"  She shouted, before suddenly being engulfed in a coughing fit. Muna and Marquita leaned forward towards Paxti, making kissing sounds with their snouts. “Stop it!”  Paxti shouted as she caught her breath.  “Udah’s gross.  If we see him at the Yard, we’re gonna leave right away."

“Awwww, look how shy she’s being!”  Marquita chuckled.
“Stop it!”  Paxti demanded.  “I don't like him at all!”
“Sure, sure,” Marquita teased, then turned to Muna.  “And who do you hope to see at the Yard?  Or not see?”

At the end of the school day, when Paxti went to Dr. Yader’s classroom, she found her standing at the doorway.  “Aah, welcome Miss Bentun.  You’re first, so you get choice of chores.  These test tubes and pans need a good washdown, but so does the floor and the board.  Which would you like?”
“Test tubes and pans,” she said quickly, then adding, “please.”
“Aah, finally some manners.  Sponge and soap is in the back, too.  Be careful not to drop anything – unless you want to pay for some new supplies.”

Paxti hung her yellow bag on the hook near the door and walked to the other end of the room, picking up a few test tubes on her way that were lying on the lab tables.  Humming a tune to herself, she got to work.  Fill the test tube with water, add a pinch of soap, shake the test tube, pour out the water, hang it on the electro-rack for it to dry.  A simple and mindless task.  Certainly easier than doing homework, though she would still need to do that.  No excuses for her – it was now written clearly on the board.

Paxti hated school.  What a waste of time!  Her parents didn’t use school learning at their jobs as far as she could tell.  She was only really interested in drawing, but as the rest of her grades were so bad, she hadn’t been given the opportunity to sign up this year.  Something about limited space and needing to earn the privilege and blah blah blah – whatever the head master had said.  It didn’t matter any more.  Despite her efforts, her grades had not improved much during the first part of the year, so she had just given up.  But her dad had insisted she graduate.

You bring me up / to knock me down / you go all out / I only frown.

You think it’s just you here, yeah yeah yeah you think it’s only you, but we all got bills to pay, you won’t get your way.

She didn’t realize she’d started singing until a voice behind her startled her. “Hey P!”  Turning around, she saw Udah holding a wet mop.  A blue mouse droid squeaked behind him.  “Hey,” She said, turning quickly back to the sink, hoping he hadn’t heard her.

“How’s it going?”
“Fine, what about you?”
“Just acing this mopping class.”
She felt a smile contort her snout. “Yeah, washing these test tubes is exactly what I signed up for, too.  Think Dr. Yader will give me a reference for the central cantina’s kitchen?”
“Central cantina!”  Udah let out a scoff.  “High hopes, you have there.  Though maybe eventually you could front the band!”
Her smile vanished and she felt her face turn orange in embarrassment.  He’d heard after all.  She said “Yeah, well, whatever,” and went back to scrubbing the test tubes; silently this time.
“Sorry, I,”
Paxti cut him off. “Just leave me alone, ok Udah?  Let’s just do our shablin’ jobs and maybe we can get out of here early.  Scrag!”

If Udah said anything in return, she didn’t hear him.  But eventually she heard the droid clank back towards the front of the room and knew he had gone.

When she finished the test tubes, careful so they’d all fit on the rack, she went to the other tables and collected the pans.  These would take more time, but that’s because they took more work.  Paxti didn’t mind that.  Staying after school stunk, but actually cleaning wasn't so bad.  She liked working with her hands.  It was working with her head she didn’t like, which was most of school.  She had heard that core worlds had droids do this kind of work – kitchens or even whole houses that were completely automated.  She couldn’t imagine that and didn’t want to.  

Gonna go, gonna get out, gonna find where I belong.

She caught herself and looked over her shoulder.  Udah was gone, and Dr. Yader was sitting at her desk, hunched over a pile of datapads.  Paxti went back to singing quietly.  If there had been a class for singing, maybe she would have liked that school better.  But if there had been a class for singing, she probably would have lost that privilege, too.

Out of this world, out of this galaxy, I hate Alderaan answers that you're givin' me!

When she was finished with the pans, she picked up her bag and said.  “All set.  Have a good weekend, Dr. Yader.”
“Wait, one moment, Miss Bentun.  Come here.  Your test…”
They’d taken a test earlier in the week.  She was certain she’d passed – if barely.
But Paxti saw Dr. Yader had zoomed in on the corner of the datasheet.  “Is this your drawing?”
“Yes,” Paxti said, seeing no gain in lying.
“You got so many answers wrong, surely your grade could have improved if you’d spent more time on the questions.”
“Yes, ma’am.” Paxti said diligently.
“What is this?”
Despite a familiar tide of resentment building in her she knew it was easier just to comply.  Teachers and imperials were all alike.  Comply and get it over with.  “Just, just a mistake.  I’m sorry.  I won’t do it again.”
“No, no, I want to know.  What did you draw?  It’s an Amani, right?”
“Uhh, yes.”
“Yes, yes, I knew it.  You know, I remember when they first started moving into the sector.  Anyway, this is a good drawing.”
“Oh?”  Paxti didn’t know what else to say.
“Usually people say “thank you” when they receive a compliment, Miss Bentun” Dr. Yader smiled slightly.
“Thank you, Dr. Yader.”  When she didn’t get an immediate response she said, “May I go now?  My parents will be getting worried.”
“Yes, yes.  But, and this is just for you to think about, there are lots of good jobs that use drawing.  You think the same geniuses who write the textbooks also draw the pictures?  There’s more to science than just knowing.  Drawing is an important part of the discipline.”
“Ok.”
“Ok.  Think about it.  Thank you, Miss Bentun.  You are dismissed.”

Paxti tromped out of the classroom, uncertain of what to make of what Dr. Yader said.  That she was speaking kindly to her was a surprise in itself.  But her thoughts were quickly interrupted.  Udah was standing in the hallway.

“I’m sorry I laughed,” Udah said.
“Were you waiting for me?”
“Kind of.  What are you doing tonight?”
“Weird.  I have plans with my friends.  I have to get home.”
“Did you know it’s a bright night?  Are you going to the Yard?”
“Yeah.”
“Yeah to which?”

She didn’t answer, the dam of her resentment breaking quietly inside of her. The two of them stared at each other for a while.

“Quit being so thick,” she snapped.  “I gotta go, don’t follow me, slimo, it’s creepy!”

She stepped forward, prepared to push by him if needed, but he stepped out of the way and said, “If you are going, maybe I’ll see you there!  I’m sorry I laughed, it’s just.  I’m not a mean guy, I promise.”
“Yeah, whatever.” She quickly walked down the hallway and out into the rocky wilderness, nodding to the stormtroopers in their speeder exactly 100 yards outside school grounds.

 “Paxti, school’s been out for almost an hour!  We were beginning to worry thought you had a run-in!” Her dad said when she walked in the door.
“You know me – big time rebel leader here.  Exactly who they’re looking for.”  She chuckled, though her father did not.  She went on, “Dr. Yader had me wash lab stuff for her.”
“Because…?”
“Because she’s hard on everyone.  I swear, it’s good she never had any kids of her own.  She’d be a real Mamatine.”
“Pax!”  That got them laughing.  She even heard her mom from another room.  “Pax, that’s terrible.  Where’d you hear that?”
 “I dunno,” she said, putting her bag down in the corner.  “What’s for dinner?  And when?”
“I just put it in the oven,” Her dad said, “so should be soon.  It’s stonewolf hide and some Caruceflower.”
“Ok,” Paxti said.  She patted her dad’s big arms as she walked by, and waved to her mom as she went into her room and closed the door behind her.  When she heard it click, her mom got up and went into the kitchen.
“Mamatine.  Kids these days, hm?”
“At least we know where she stands on the issue, Uluk.”
“I was just reading the rags.  Seems the parade will have a tank, too.”
“Sounds like Zarx knew what he was talking about.”
She leaned back to make sure Paxti's door was still closed.  It was.  Nevertheless, her voice fell to a whisper. "So the Rebels are really coming?"
"Yup," Codie said simply.
“And us?”
"I don’t know.  Truth is we don’t know how valuable our mines are to the Empire any more.  They may decide Utapau isn’t worth it.  Or they might decide this is their next big stand against the Rebels.  Hard to know what they’ll do without their Emperor."
She sighed, “We almost got out of this war unscathed.  If the Rebels turn us into a warzone,” her voice choked, “I just don’t know.”
“Hey,” he said firmly, “The Rebels didn’t occupy our planet, or dissolve the Senate, or,”
“I know, I know.” Uluk insisted.  “It’s not like I like the Empire, I hate it!  You know that.  I just miss when the war was further away.”
Codie stopped himself from responding.  She’d heard his tirades all before.  She was willing enough when he told her the Rebels had reached out to him, but that didn’t mean she’d ever truly see things his way.  After steadying his breathing, he turned and took her big hands in his own. “Together,” He said.
“Together,” She said, deftly moving her fingers through his.

After a moment she kissed him on the cheek, then let go and crouched to look into the oven, taking in the scent through her snout.  Standing, she said loudly, “I want the right side tonight.  Looks plump.”

 

The Bentun family dinner table was a steel-blue metal sheet, which Codie had recovered from a junk heap years before.  “This kind of blue is expensive – you believe some people just throw it out?!  Whenever we have company over, no matter what we serve, it will look ten times better on this blue table!”  Paxti didn’t think so.  Who would be fooled by a table?  Not that stonewolf was bad fare, but dinner was dinner.

“Anything happen at school you want to share?” Dad asked.
“No.”  Paxti answered automatically, putting another bite of Caruceflower in her snout.  But, as usually happened, something came to her afterwards. “Well, Dr. Yader complimented one of my drawings.”
Dad’s surprise was evident, “You showed her one of your drawings?!”
“No, uhh," She looked at the ceiling and said quietly, "I kinda drew it on a test.”
“Why’d you do that?”  He asked.
“Dunno.”
“I remember tests.”  Her mom said.  “Boring, almost hateful things.”
“Did you at least pass the test?”  Her dad said.
“I think so.  She didn’t really mention it – just the picture.”
“What was it?” Her mom asked.
“I dunno.” She desperately wished she hadn't said anything at all.
“You don’t remember your own drawing?” Her dad pressed.
“Ummm, I think it was an Amani, or something.”
“So you do remember,” he said, winking and chuckling.
That really ticked her off.  “Or maybe it was something else.  Scrag, what does it matter?!”

Her parents looked at her for a bit and let the silence hang a few moments.

“We were just curious.” Her mom eventually said.
“It doesn’t matter.  It’s your drawing,” Her dad said sullenly.”  But we were curious.”
“What do you care – you couldn’t get me back into drawing class.” She huffed.
“We care quite a bit!”  Her mom said, voice rising, “And you know we argued a good deal for you.  That school was unfair.”
“So why do I have to go.”
“Cause life isn’t fair, Pax” her dad went on.  “Never has been.  I’m sorry, but you’ve got to finish school.  You know how often I gotta show a new client my cert?  People care about that, even when they shouldn’t.”
Paxti smirked and said sourly, “So why do you let them?”

Dad’s face skipped orange and went straight to bright yellow, but her mom raised her hand, still holding a fork, and said.
“Codie, please.  Pax, what we’re trying to say is the gal isn’t what it ought to be, but we can’t wave our hand and make it better.  Even when the Jedi and the Republic were around, there were problems.  There will always be problems.  You gotta find a way to live your life in the gal as it is, not how you wish it were.”
“Why can’t we fix the gal?”
“Fix the whole gal?” Mom let out a hoot, “Where would we begin?  And anyway, what do you care what happens in Ord Mantell, or Dantooine, or even Couruscant?  Those places don’t affect you.  Utapaun’s your home.  Make it work for you.  Fix everything here, then you can try your hand everywhere else.”
“Maybe I will,” Paxti huffed.

An uneasy silence settled over the table, broken by the sounds of ferro-ware scratching the plate and chewing.  After a bit, Paxti said, “Dr. Yader liked my drawing.  That was all.  Why’d you have to make it about you two.”
“We’re your parents,” her father said soothingly, “And we want to see what you drew.  We like your drawings.”
“But you’re supposed to like what I draw.  Dr. Yader hates everything,” Paxti chuckled, and her mom and dad smiled a bit.
“Sounds like a good drawing, then,” her dad said.

After dinner, Paxti stood and began collecting the dishes. “What do you want?”  Her mom asked, suspiciously.
“Moon and Marq and I are going out tonight.  They should be here soon.”
“Where you going?”
“The Yard,” Paxti said
“When will you be back?”
“We’ll be back late.”
“How late?”
“It’s the weekend, and I don’t have any plans tomorrow.  So pretty late.”
“How late?”  She asked again, her eye stalks moving to focus on Paxti.
“I – I  really don’t know.”  Paxti replied.  “I’ll call you around midnight to check in.”
I’ll call you at midnight to check in.”  Mom said.  “Call me before, if you don’t want an intrusion.”
“All right,” She said, failing to hide her annoyance as she turned on the water.  Comply, comply, she told herself.
“Who’s driving?”
“Muna.  She’s never had an accident!”
“And Muna will be driving you home?”
“Yes, mom.”
“And you’ll stay with her all night?”
“Or Marquita, yes.”
“You girls should all stick together.”
“Okay, thanks.”
“Will you?”
“Yes, mom!”
“You know I’m only telling you what you need to know to be safe – not to be a party pooper.  I went to the Yard at your age too, you know.  Just want you to be safe.”
“Yes, mom!” Paxti raised her voice again, despite her attempts to keep it level.  It was amazing how difficult it was.  School was worse than home, but there was something about her parents’ voice that dug into her.  She knew when she became a parent she’d be nothing like them.  Dishes done, she blew past her mom to go to he room, hardly making eye contact.
“And make sure you bring your papers,” Her dad said, “With their big parade in a few days the imps will be on high alert.”
“Yes, dad!” Paxti said, slamming the door to her room.


Uluk sat next to Codie on the couch.  He gave her a peck with his snout and said, “You know, the Grit’s speeder is always tracked.  If anything goes wrong, Conprise can help.  You remember how we were at her age.”
“Yeah, and that’s what I’m afraid of.  We got lucky, Code.  Lots could have gone wrong."
Codie rolled his eyes, “You should be afraid of becoming a mamatine,” he chuckled, turning on a hologram program.
“Stop that!”  She whispered harshly, hitting his arm.
“Come on, we turned out alright. They’re good kids.”
“That’s not the point,” she said.  “Bad things can happen to good kids.”
“I guess,” he shrugged.  “But we have to live in the world as it is, right?”
“No.  We have to prepare for the world as it is.  And if that means we have to be a bit of a nerf sometimes, so be it.  A tracker’s no good if all it does is help us find her body.”
Cody recoiled and made a distasteful grunt. “Ok, ok, you’ve made your point.”

 

The wind whipped by their faces as the faded blue speeder bounced along the rocky road.  The streetlights barely gave off enough light to reach the ground – if they were working at all.  But on bright nights the moon more than compensated.  It’s greensilver light reflected on the bent guard rail ahead, and Muna turned smoothly.  The radio was on and the girls were singing loudly.

And I’d follow you through all these rocks / and the sto – oh – oh – oh – ones !  To a pile we could call our oh – oh – oh – oh – oh – oh – own.

But tell me, baby, tell me tell me won’t you, what would you give up for me.

Finally they pulled to a stop in an open field, the sound of horns and drums in the distance.  There were speeders spread out everywhere, parked disorderedly.

“So what’s the plan?” Muna asked, opening the door.
“Well I need to go to the pit to find Robund.  You two cannot come with me.  I want that boy to myself.”
“But you’re not gonna do that right away,” Paxti said, leading the group through the winding path between the speeders.”
“Plus, we need to stick together,” Muna reminded them.
Marquita waved her eyestalks in the air in annoyance before turning them to Paxti. “Well, of course not!  Need him to wonder where I am first.”
“Whatever we do first, keep an eye out for Udah.  He really gives me the creeps.  If we see him, let’s go another way.”
“And deny you a life of happiness?” Maquita said, “Imagine how magical it would be to be with someone who makes you laugh all the time.”
“Don’t be gross.” Paxti said.
“We’ll keep an eye out,” Muna said, reassuringly.  “Let’s just find a spot to enjoy some music."
"And a drink," Marquita said.
"A few drinks," Paxti clarified.

On the edge of the field were a dozen stormtroopers, spread out in pairs along the parking area.  At each pair there was a line of people waiting to be let in.  As they went to the back of the shortest line, the girls took out their identification.

“Think we should tell them it’s my birthday?” Muna asked, suppressing a smile.
“Yeah,” Marquita groaned, “And maybe they’ll let you drive a TIE around.  I don’t think so.”
“I was just kidding,” Muna said.
“Well sorry if I don’t think,” she hissed the next word, “stormies are very funny.”
“Oh right,” Muna said, remembering.  “Sorry, Marq.” A thick silence quickly grew between them.  When the discomfort was too much to bear she added, "We don't even know that's what happened to him!  Maybe he just left without saying-"
“Just drop it," Marq whispered intently.
“Next!”  Shouted a monotone voice. The girls each held up their IDs to be scanned.  The stormtroopers clicked the scanner over the holoimage and waved each one by, dully saying “Move along.”  After scanning Muna’s he added, “And have a happy birthday!”
“Oh uhhh, thanks.” She said, skin turning orange as she looked down and hurried by.

Walking onward, they soon came to the edge of the Yard - which was actually a giant crater.  The crest of the crater had been covered with durasteel plates for an industrial purpose long now forgotten.  But the plates remained, reflecting the moon around the crater.  Though parties were held at the yard regularly, the monthly full moon parties were really the ones to attend.  Deeper into the crater there were bonfires and grills.

Gingerly the girls began walking down the crater.  Rarely was there a party where someone didn’t fall on their way down.  An embarrassing way to enter.  But in recent years the plates had been given grip bumps making it much easier to go down – if you knew where to walk.

“Hey, ladies!”  Came a voice from below.  “Come join us!”  Looking down they saw a group of kids standing around an open flame.
Muna grabbed Marquita’s hand and put her snout directly in her earhole.  “Is that safe?”

Marquita blew out the air in her snout in a chuckle.  “Oh come on – it’s more fun this way!  But yes, it’s safe enough for ya.”  Marquita waved conspicuously.  Paxti carefully followed behind them.

When they made it down a boy called Amalk tossed each of them a can.  “Cheers!”  Everyone shouted as they downed their drink.  Marquita had to help Muna open hers.

The conversation went from galactic celebrities to the hardest graders (Paxti was relieved Dr. Yader was at the tip of everyone else’s snout, too).  Paxti sipped from her can throughout.  No stranger to alcohol, she had never been overly fond of the taste.  She preferred mixtures, but those weren’t thrown around as liberally as simple brews.  This one tasted like cooked rock.

“You all going to the parade?”  One asked.  Everyone laughed bitterly.  Empire Day parades had been mandatory for as long as they all remembered.  Rumor had it stormtroopers went into everyone’s home during the parade to make sure everyone attended, though Robund had insisted once he stayed home and no one came to bother him, or if they did he paid them off.
“I heard they’re gonna fix Empty Square.”
“We already fixed it!”  Amalk shouted.  After the Emperor’s defeat at Endor, protests had erupted in Utapaun, and most of the Emperor’s statues had been defaced or taken down.  In the capital they had proclaimed it Empty Square and occupied it for a week or two before the sight of a TIE bomber chased them all out.  Paxti and her parents had visited a few times during the occupation, but they never spent the night.  The Empire would outlive the Emperor, turns out.  “We were naïve to think it would all end so easily,” Her dad had sighed.

“I heard they’re gonna announce a new Emperor.” Said another boy named Cheep
“That’s what you said last year,” Marquita said, nudging him.
“And now I’m saying it this year.” He said.
“The Rebels are coming.  My uncle's been-” A girl named Supyura said.
“Quiet, Supy.  They’ll hear you.”  Muna snapped, gesturing towards the parking lot.
“Oh please,” Supyura laughed, dropping her can in the pile at her feet.  Then she let out a ferocious yell:  “WHAT THE SCRAG ARE THE IMP’S GONNA DO TO ME!  THEY GOTTA BE 100 FEET AWAY!”

Everyone froze, and a few looked towards the crest of the crater.  When no one came a few let out some nervous laughter.  The local council had passed a law years earlier that, to protect the freedom of Utapaun’s inhabitants, Stormtroopers had to remain 100 feet away from most publicly owned spaces.  Given it’s long history of docility, the governor allowed the ruling to stand.  However, in recent months government officials had been purchasing public spaces, allowing them to station Stormtroopers on "their" property.

“Yeah, Supy’s right!”  Amalk said, raising his drink.  “To hell with them all.”
“To hell with them all!”  Everyone echoed, taking a drink.

Then the conversation died down and the group started singing to the tunes being played by the band at the center.  Paxti reached over to Muna and lifted her can – it still felt quite full.  She leaned over to her and said, “If you don’t like it, we can find something else.”
“Yes, please,” Muna choked back, letting the can go so Paxti could finish it herself.  She remembered her first time, last year at one of Nimind’s parties.  She’d pushed through it because Nimind didn’t have anything else, but the Yard had all sorts of options.  No reason to tortore poor Muna.  She wasn’t the tough type.

“Come on, let’s go,” Paxti shouted, tapping Marquita’s shoulder.  When Paxti finished Muna’s can, she saw a cleaning droid standing a short ways off.  She tossed the can towards the droid, and the others followed suit.  The grey block of a droid moved it’s one arm to pick up each can and drop it into a hole in its chest.

As they neared the stage the band came into view.  Two Utai were on horns with one on drums.   Up front was an older boy singing.  It had become too loud to talk, so Paxti just pointed towards one of several booths set up.  She bobbed her head as she sang along with the well-known refrain.

Take me down to Bespin system.  We can lose ourselves in the clouds.

At the booth Marquita pointed to the menu above their heads.  Her snout was right to Muna’s earhole as she described the different drinks.  Muna shrugged at every suggestion.

“I got this!”  Paxti shouted.  She went to the dark yellow amani at the booth and ordered Tall Sunshines for all of them.

The bartender held up his hand, with two fingers slightly apart.  Paxti took out her ID and handed it over.  He pointed to Muna and Marquita.  Paxti rolled her eyesstalks and went back to the others.  She held her own ID up and pointed to them both.  When she returned the amani looked at the IDs, then rubbed a long fingers on the back of each.  Satisfied, he handed them back, turning to prepare the drinks.  Paxti pocketed the IDs while she watched him mix the drinks, remembering what her mother had taught her not-too-long ago.

He came back and handed her three drinks. Carrying them all to her friends at once, she laughed and shouted “He took more time with these than the Stormie!”  She laughed as she handed the IDs back.  Then she held her drink up, and the others followed.  “To Muna,” she practically screamed to be heard over the music.  “Finally, an adult!!”  They touched glasses and drank.  She finished hers in three gulps.  “I was getting sick of hanging out with a kid anyway,” Paxti chuckled as she finished hers.

As Marquita finished hers, Paxti turned to Muna, expecting it to still be half full.  Instead, it was already empty.  “I love it!”  She was shouting, holding the glass out for someone to refill.  "My turn!" Marquita laughed as she took the glasses and went back to the booth.  Too loud for a conversation, they sang with the band.

And it isn’t what they wanted, and it isn’t what I asked for, but damn this life is fun!  What good is school if it leaves you bored.  What good is family if they drag you down.  Just me and you and this thing called love.  And it isn’t what they wanted, and it isn’t what I asked for, but damn this life is fun!

Marquita returned with the drinks, and Paxti pointed to an open space they could sit.  They hurried over before anyone else took the spot.

“Oh, I got this!” Muna yelled, reaching into her red purse.  She pulled out a credit and before anyone could stop her she slipped it into the slot.  A blue light suddenly encircled them from below, and the music became much quieter.  Paxti laughed while Marquita groaned.

“Muna!”  Paxti yelled, and then adjusted her voice “Come on, only wet wookies use these domes.  We’re gonna look like a bunch of scrag.”
“What?”  Muna said, hurt clear in her voice.  “But whenever my parents took me here for concerts this is what everyone did there.  We can make the volume louder, if you want.”  She pointed to a knob near the creditslot.
“That's because these things are for families and their kids!"  Paxti exclaimed.  "Come on, turn it off before somebody sees us.”
“Turn it off!”  Marquita echoed urgently.
“Ok, ok.”  Muna said, hitting a red button.  “Sorry.”

Paxti was going to respond, but when the dome vanished the force of the music hit her like an asteroid.  It took all her focus not to fall over and spill her drink.  By the time she recovered, Muna looked downright downtrodden.

She scooted to sit closer to Muna.  “Hey, you didn’t know.  Don’t worry about it.”
“I didn’t even want to come!”  Muna yelled, taking a swig from her cup. “Why did you make me come to the Yard!  It’s such a stupid place!”
“Hey, hey, hey,” Paxti said, taking the cup from Muna’s hand.  “Take a break from that stuff for the moment.  Look, we’re here under the full moon in the coolest place there is to be.  And you belong here, Muna.”
“No, I don’t,” She pouted.
“Everyone belongs here,” Marquita shouted.  “It’s the Yard!  Don’t over think it, we all make mistakes.”
“But everyone saw us!”
“Really?”  Paxti stood up and made a show of looking around.  “No one’s staring.”  She sat back down.  “You’re not the only one who’s done this, I bet.”
“Did you?”
“Listen, I don’t remember a thing about my first time here without my parents.  So I mean, maybe.”
“Ok.”  Muna said slowly.  She reached out for her drink.  “Sorry.”  She said again.

After a few more songs (and drinks), the band cleared up and left the stage.  Pre-recorded music played through the speakers as the next band set up.

“Generic scruff,” Marquita said derisively.  “I’m going to find Robund.”
“Marq,” Muna said, “We gotta stick together.”
“Then come with me – but stay back.”
“But I’m comfortable.”
“Well I’m bored.  But if you’re so comfortable then don’t leave until I come back.”
“You won’t come back,” Paxti said, “You’ll talk to Robund for hours.”
“About laundry!” Muna teased.
“Shut up!”  Marquita snapped back.  “Call me on my comm if I take too long.  Oh, that’s a good idea.  It will make me seem popular!”  Then she turned around and left.
“Shouldn’t we really stick together?” Muna said.
“We should be home studying,” Paxti said, smiling.  Muna let out a laugh.  Paxti’s hand reached out and rested on her friend’s hand.
“This really is generic scruff,” Muna said laughing.
“Yeah.  Want another drink?”  Paxti said, standing up.
“Should I come with you?” Muna asked.
“Someone’s gotta stay to keep our spot.”
“Oh.”
“I’ll be right back.”

By now there was a line to get a drink.  While she waited she called her mom on the comm.  Her mom made her promise to call again in an hour.  When they hung up, a familiar voice said, “Who was that?”

“What?”  Paxti said as she turned around.  Udah was right there, right behind her.
“How’s this for luck!”  He yelled.
“Yeah, bad luck.”  She said coldly.
“Aww, come on.  I wasn’t waiting for you this time, promise!”
The silence began to stretch.  He said, “So, how about this generic music?  Can’t wait for the next band.”
“Yeah, me too,” she agreed plainly.
“Know who it is?”
“No.”
“I do,” He said, his voice suddenly gleeful.  “It’s my band!  Well, technically it’s my brother’s!”
“Oh” She felt her interest pique despite herself, “Are you any good?”
“Yeah!  Well, you’ll see for yourself.  Well, hear for yourself.  You know.  Whatever.  I play the horn.  I’m just getting drinks for everyone.  But we don’t have a singer right now.  Our last singer got, well, we don’t really know.”  He lowered his voice and quickly added, “Run-in gone wrong, maybe.”  Then he went on, “So we need a new singer.  Maybe you’d be interested?  You’re a good singer!”
“Oh,” Paxti didn’t quite know what to say.
Behind Udah someone shouted, “Hey move it, sister!”  She turned around and saw the path to the booth was wide open.  Glad for the excuse, she hurried away and ordered her drinks.
“Whatcha getting?”  Udah said, suddenly beside her.
“None of your business, Udah.”
“Udah, my booki!”  The amani shouted, “Preshow regular?”
“Yeah, Retfret.  And whatever my friend here wants, I’ll get that, too.”
“No!”  Paxti yelled.  “I can get my own drinks, thank you very much.  And you’re behind me.”
“Listen, what’re you so mad at me about?” Udah said, taking a few steps back.
“You spied on me while I was singing, then you waited for me out in the hall when no one else was around, now you’re asking me to join your little band.  Pretty creepy.”
Udah cocked his head, and his eyestalks floated a little before recentering on her. “That what you think happened?  No!” A sternness entered his voice she had never heard before.  “I was cleaning the floors like Dr. Yader asked, and I heard you sing.  We’ve been really worried about tonight without a singer, and that’s been on my mind.  Waiting around was a bit awkward, but it was worse for me, needing to hear you chit-chat with Dr. Yader like old friends.  I was about to leave when you came out.”
The amani came back with the drinks.  “Sure,” she said dismissively, slamming the credits on the counter.
“I have my own life, you know.  It isn’t all about you, P.  If you don’t want to sing you don’t need to sing, but you don’t have to make such a big deal out of it.  We’ll find someone else.”

Paxti let out a harumph, took her drinks, and stomped back to where she’d left Muna.
Muna sipped her drink and said, “Singing in front of all those people – no thank you.”
“I know right,” Paxti agreed.  “I mean, not with him.  Maybe one day.  I don’t know, think I’m good enough?”
“Absolutely!”  Muna exclaimed, “Paxti, you’ve got an amazing voice, and any band would be absolutely whizzed to have you.  I say you’re better than Marquita, though don’t tell her I said that.  Hey, where is she, should we go find her?”
Paxti took out the comm.  It rang and rang and rang.  “Must be a good conversation,” Paxti shrugged, putting it back in her pocket.  “We’ll try again later.”
“I think Udah’s cute,” Muna said suddenly.  “In a scruffy kinda way,” she said, defensively.
“You think everyone’s cute,” Paxti laughed.  “And believe me that stuff won’t help.  How do you feel, anyway?”
“Loose, I think.  My snout feels longer, if that means anything.  I don’t know.  I feel good.  Thanks for bringing me here.  Sorry for complaining earlier.”
“No problem,” Paxti said, reaching her hand out.  Muna took it.
“This place definitely looks better in the moonlight than during the day.”
They sat there pleasantly, quiet, sipping their drinks.  Suddenly a voice came over the speaker.  “We’d like to introduce our next band, Reckless Encores.”
“Uh, yes hello.” Came a squealy voice.  Unfortunately our singer couldn’t, uhh, couldn’t make it tonight.  So we’re gonna play some familiar crowd pleasers tonight, and we hope you’ll sing along.”

The horn rang out loudly as a recognizable but uninspired version of Loyal to the End played.  Paxti and Muna sang along softly with each other, but when it became clear the others weren’t joining in, they stopped.  “This sucks,” Paxti said, finishing off her drink in one gulp.  “Let’s go find Marquita.”
“What about our spot?” Muna said, finishing hers more slowly.
Paxti pointed to the stage, “For this?  No, no.  Let’s go!”  Paxti tossed her cup towards a nearby droid before grabbing Muna’s hand to drag her along.
“They really need a singer,” Muna said blithely.
“Well it won’t be me.  I’d need a lot more drink in me than this before then!”
“Alright,” Muna said, by then catching up to Paxti so she wouldn’t have to be dragged. “Where are the pits, anyway?”
“I think they’re that way.” Paxti said, though she didn’t point in any direction.  Muna raised her eye stalks to see above everyone.  They passed throngs of people as they wandered through the Yard.

“I think we’re lost,” Muna said, as the edges of the crater came into view.
“Then maybe they’re this way.” Paxti said, pulling them to the left.
“Why don’t we ask someone?”  Muna said, motioning towards a group standing by a fire.
“Oh come on, Muna.  They’ll think it’s our first time, and that we don’t know our way around.”
“Well,” Muna said, “It is my first time, and I don’t know my way around.”
“Fine, but I’ll wait here.  You go embarrass yourself.”
“Chill out.”  Muna said, walking away.

Paxti paced back and forth while she watched Muna.  She saw a group of older kids huddled by a small fire, and curiosity drew her near.  She heard a monotone voice, cracking as if through a transmitter: “Wedge, you seeing this?"
"Yeah.  Looks like we've got company.  Corran!"
"Yeah, boss."
"Divert those TIEs to point oh-five-three."
"Roger that."

“They say it’s that way,” Muna said, bringing Paxti back to the moment.  She was pointing to the right.
“I knew that.”  Paxti said, “Let’s go.”  With a bump she walked right into Muna’s outstretched hand, which was holding a drink.  Some of it spilled onto her and she gasped.
“Come on Muna!”  She wiped the liquid off her shirt before it soaked in.
“Sorry,” Muna said.  “But you should watch where you’re going.”

Paxti felt like exploding, but instead grabbed the drink out of Muna’s hand.  A bit more of it spilled.  She poured some into her snout before she said something she’d regret.

“Gah!”  She exclaimed, her eyesockets tightening up. “What in the Gal is this?” It was then she realized the drink wasn’t yellow at all.
“I don’t know,” Muna said, taking a sip.  Ack, is that silseed?”
“Yeah,” Paxti said, shaking her snout.  “Real strong, too.”  She took another sip of the blue drink.  “Ugh,” she said.  She threw the cup towards a nearby droid, blue liquid spilling as it spun.  “That was gross,” she said.
Muna tried another sip. “Scrag!”  She said, spitting it out and throwing her cup.  Paxti started to laugh.  Muna’s face turned embarrassed.  “I’m sorry, OK!”  Muna shouted defensively.  She threw up her hands.  “I screw up again.”
“No, no,” Paxti chuckled.  “Moon.  You just said Scrag.”
Muna waved her snout around a little, and her eyesockets drifted aimlessly as she processed that. “Oh,” she started to giggle.  “Well I did, didn’t I.”
Paxti laughed louder, “Marq will be so upset she missed this.”
“Scrag, Scrag, Scrag!”  Muna shouted through her giggles.  “Oh, that’s fun!”
“We gotta tell Marq!”
“This way,” Muna grabbed Paxti’s hand and dragged her towards the pits, still laughing.

They found Marquita was standing with a group of other kids they recognized.  Several of them had W boards, holding them up by the middle joint.  Behind them, in the distance, W shapes popped up and down like a speeder’s carbeen firing.  The music was louder here.

“Marq!”  Paxti shouted over the music.  “Come on, we have to go!”
“You’ll never guess what I said!”  Muna yelled.  She didn't respond.  Muna got next to her and smacked her shoulder, “Hey, Marquita.”

She waved vaguely in their direction and kept talking.  The boy she was talking to turned to the new arrivals.  He was tall and handsome, with a narrowing snout and eyes the color of ground milkseeds.  His voice had a certain melody, and it said: “Sorry, ladies, I’m busy.”
“What?!”  They yelled over the music.
“Alright, alright, if you insist.”  Robund shouted louder than before.  He turned back to Marquita, “Hold my drink, will ya Princess?”  Marquita giggled and took the brown drink in her hand.  “Watch this,” he said, facing the other two.

He put his W-board on the ground and placed his feet at either end of the shape.  With a firm stomp the board levitated slightly, and with a bend of his body he dropped out of view as he went into the half-pipe.

“Let’s go!  Remember, you want to leave him wanting more.”  Paxti said.
“Come on, you’re missing some solid bonding,” Muna added.
“We were bonding here, too.”
“Marq, come on!”  Muna yelled.  “We didn’t come here for this.”
“Well maybe not you.”
“Come on, Marq, you know what we mean," Paxti said.
“Check me oooouuuuutttt!” They distantly heard Robund shouting from a distance.  He had gone up the halfpipe and was rotating in the air as he went up, until he stopped, then went back down.  He grabbed his board as he went down.

“That’s so´cool!”  Marquita announced, and she was right.  The others only nodded, feet rooted to the ground as Robund did a series of other tricks, including some flips and even a jump-kick.
“You know, I taught him that.”  Someone leaned over to Paxti.  “Yeah, Robund’s a fast learner, I’ll give him that.”  Paxti took a few steps back.
“Nuh-uh!”  Another boy said.  “I taught him!  You couldn’t do a double frupple if the Galaxy depended on it!”
“Can, too!”  Said the first.
“Let’s go!”  Said the second.
“You’re on, Rawn.” Then he turned around to Paxti and said, “Wait for me."

The girls were left on the edge of the pit.  The boys bounced up and down at the far edge of the halfpike, shouting at each other.  “See?"  Muna said, pleadingly, "They already forgot we’re here,”  Muna reached her hands to her friends, “Come on.  I want to go back to the music.”
“But he’s expecting me to wait for him,” Marquita replied
“And I’m expecting you to spend time with me for my birthday!” Muna said, raising her voice.

Paxti didn’t dare to breathe as she waited for Marquita.  On the horizon the boys rotated and flipped, jeering each other all the while.  After a few excruciating seconds, Marquita turned around.  “You’re right,” she said.  “I’ll leave him wanting more.”  She finished off his drink and put the cup down on the ground.

As they headed back to the stage, Muna told Marquita all about her first curse.

“Oh, oh, I’m sorry I missed it.” She giggled.  “Do it again.  No, wait!  I want it to be authentic.  OK, we’re not leaving until Muna does it again.  I’ll get the next round to get her going.  There’s a spot!  Go grab it, I’ll be back.  Tall Sunshine?”

Muna looked at Paxti, who said “Yes, that’s the one.  Or something like it.  No silseed, though.”
"Never silseed," Muna said, laughing.

The crowd had thinned out by the stage, so Muna and Paxti took a spot much closer than last time.  The music was actually quieter here since the speakers were farther out in order to catch the crater’s edges.  Marquita came back with the drinks, and the three girls sat and talked.

“Hey, you!”  A voice suddenly called.  They looked around, and saw Udah shouting from the stage.  “We’re onto our last song.  Honestly, thank the Whils, we’re not doing too well.  But if you want a debut,” his voice rose inquisitively at the end.
“Oh, no, uhh, no.” Paxti stumbled out.
“What’s this?”  Marquita said dumbly.
“Oh come on!”  Muna pleaded.  “Come on, Pax, it’s my birthday.  Sing one for me?”
Paxti found it hard to deny that whine.
“Here,” Muna said, struggling to stand up.  “You said you’d need more first.  Finish mine.  Marquita, get us another round.  Pax is gonna sing the Yard!”
“Oh wow,” Marquita said, floored.


Pax slowly stood up.   She looked at Udah’s outstretched hand, and back at Muna’s eager face.  “Come on come on come on!”  She suddenly said.  Paxti grabbed her drink and finished it in one swill. Then she took Muna’s and finished that, too.  She walked to the stage and where Udah pulled her up.

“Ladies and gentlemen, guests of the Yard,” Udah’s brother said into the microphone, “For our final song, I am pleased to announce we have found a singer,” A polite applause came up from the crowd.  “What would you like?”  Udah said as his brother went on with the introduction.
“What?” Paxti asked
“The song, what song?”
“Oh, uhh,” Her mind had gone quite suddenly blank.
“How about I belong?”  Udah suggested.
“Yeahhhhh” Paxti said, dragging the word out.
“Just do your best, big shot,” Udah’s brother said as he picked his horn back up.
“Ok, ready?  On three.”

As they counted off Paxti she forgot the words.  She didn’t know any words at all.  Had she ever sung in her life?  Were the stars always this blurry?
The band kicked up and immediately Paxti regretted her decision.  But then she remembered the song had an intro.  She quickly thought through the song in her head, and all at once it came back to her.  She remembered everything with such clarity.  She felt a buzzing in her side, but ignored the nerves.  The bass dropped, and there were two chords before the words began.  And then one.
And then Paxti Bentun fell over, and threw up onto the ground below.
Marquita and Muna ran over to her, and badgered her with questions, but she felt fine now.  Yes, even the buzzing in her side had stopped.  And the band kept playing – it was a huge crowd, after all, and most of the audience wasn’t even near the stage, and they needed to meet their contract, even if the gig was falling apart, even if this was probably the last gig they’d ever get.
“Come on!”  The drummer shouted.
Paxti stood up.  She felt much better now.  Her head was bobbing with the song.  It song was only half over, and she knew the words for sure.
Muna and Marquita were amazed to hear their friend sing so well.  They knew she could sing, they’d spent miles listening to her in Muna’s Father’s X40 Sorosuub.  She could hit notes they had to pretend to.  But not only that.  Even the beat itself seemed to get inside her.  They both envied her timing, and the natural way her hand tapped the side of the speeder in rhythm, whether they were driving 150 down an open road or taking tight, wild turns, or sitting on the hood at Jung’s Heights after a round of frozen sweet cream.  But they’d never heard her sing like this before. 

You think it’s just you here, yeah yeah yeah you think it’s only you, but we all got bills to pay, you won’t get your way.
You think of only you, uh uh uh, you think of only you, uh uh uh, but isn’t it lonely, in an orbit of your oh – oh -oh -oh – own!
Not you, no no, no no, not you and not here.  I’m gonna go, gonna go, gonna get out, gonna find where I bellloooooonnnnngggg!

Paxti held this final note for a long time – Udah’s brother had a hard time holding the horn’s note as long.  When it ended, the commotion of the Yard returned, but quickly replaced by a great applause.  Some people even stood up and raised their hands above their heads.  Paxti bowed, her skin now flush bright green with pride.  She bowed once, twice, three times, turning each time she bowed.
She heard yelling behind her and turned around.  Udah, his brother, and their third band member were clapping and cheering, too.  Udah ran up to her and wrapped his wide arms around her.  “You were great, P!”  Paxti was so ecsatic she didn’t mind being so close to him and even hugged him back.  He released and stepped back.

“Ood wasn’t kidding.  That was quite good!” The drummer said.
“Once you got around to it” Udah’s brother said.
“Hey!”  Udah yelled.  “Come on.”
“What?”  His brother said, “It was a compliment!”
A tall adult stepped onto the stage, “Where was she for the first dozen songs?!  Well done, young lady.  Now, everyone, please clear off.  Oh, young lady, what’s your name?”
“Paxti.”
“Everyone give it up for Paxti and the Reckless Encores.”  He said into his mic, thundering it across the yard.  The applause rose up again as they all shuffled off the stage down the back stairs.  They were greeted by a small group of fans.  Muna and Marquita were at the back.  As the band came down the stairs the crowd gave way to make some room, but one walked forward.

“Who’s the new girl?”  She asked dismissively.  Udah’s brother put his arm around her shoulders.
“Aww, baby, tell me you’re not jealous.  She’s just the new singer, you know you’re the only one I want.  Hey everyone, let’s go hang in our spot.  Hey P,” He said, turning to Paxti.  He put two fingers to his snout.  “You spark?”
Paxti, still riding high from the applause, refused among a whirl of giggles.  “Me?  Oh, no.  No, no, no, no, no.”

Without another word, Udah’s brother turned around and walked away, and the group followed him.  Udah and the drummer turned back to Paxti as Muna and Marquita pushed through to be at her side.

“Sorry,” Udah said, embarrassed by his brother’s lack of manners, “He can be a bit of an ugnaught.”
“Left us with the equipment again, too” the drummer groaned.  “But seriously, if you want to join, let us know.  You were really good for just getting up there.”
“Yeah, yeah!”  Paxti said.  “I will!  I want to, yes!
“My client will have to check her schedule,” Marquita said, waving her hands in a grand gesture.  “But I assure you that you’ll hear from our people soon.”
“Uhh, OK.”  The drummer said, looking at Marquita.  He turned to Paxti, “Really, though, that would be great!”  He turned to Udah, “Let’s put this stuff away and get to your brother.  Make sure he doesn’t do anything stupid.”
“Ok.  I’ll reach out.  Your comm’s in the school directory, right?”
“Our people will reach out, right?  Right!” Muna said, speeding up her voice to sound like the agents in the news.
Udah looked at the three girls and seemed confused.  The drummer tapped him with his foot and jerked his head toward their equipment trailer.  “Yeah, OK.  Well, you were great.  See you!  But next time you’re helping us,” he laughed, turning around.

“Wow, that was so good!”  Muna exclaimed as they walked away.  They were arm in arm, Paxti in the middle.  She described every moment of being on stage in prattling detail, but they kept asking for more.
Suddenly she said.  “Oh, am I thirsty!”
“I’m about out of money,” Muna said.  “And sort of want to go home now.  It’s late.”
“No, no, just some water is all I need.  I’m done, too.  I don’t feel so good - my leg keeps buzzing.”

Paxti reached down to touch it, and was surprised to find a bump.  Then she remembered. “Scrag!”  She shouted, and she yanked the comm out of her pocket.  No sooner did she activate it that a voice boomed out of the speaker,

“DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT TIME IT IS!”  Paxti’s mother’s voice boomed out of the speaker.
“Uh oh,” Muna said.
“Uh oh is right, missy.  I was about to head out there myself.”
“No, no,” Paxti said.  “I’m fine.  We’re fine.”
“Why didn’t you pick up?”
“She was singing!”  Muna and Marquita shouted.
“Who’s that?”  Her mother said.
“It’s Muna,” Muna said.  “She was on stage singing”
“At the YARD?!”  Mister Bentun exclaimed.  “My Force, what got into her?”
Muna let her eyestalks wander upward to see Paxti.  “She was really, really great.”
“The band invited me up!”  Paxti said.
“Yeah, it was really whiz.” Marquita said
There was silence on the other side for a moment.
“And who is that?”
“Marquita.  Come on mom, I told you.”
“Oh, oh right, right." She laughed nervously, "You kids are good?”
“Better than good!”  Paxti laughed.  “I’ll tell you about it later, OK?”
“Ok.  Stay with Muna.  She’s got a good head on her shoulder.  I mean, so do you.  And Marquita.  You know what I’m saying, you’re all good kids.  I love you.  How much longer will you be out?”
“We were just talking about coming home.”
“Ok.”
“See you when we see you,” Marquita said.
“Thanks,” Paxti said, and hung up.

They got some water from a booth as they headed back to the parking lot.  While they stopped to drink it, Paxti found herself looking wistfully at the stage, now far in the distance.  Would she ever sing that good again?  Maybe tonight was just a fluke.  A new band was just getting started.  They'll be so good, everyone will forget about me.  Just then the ground rumbled as a forceful explosion rolled through the Yard.  Above, they saw green and red lights flash through the sky.

“These guys are crap,” Muna leaned in, speeding up her voice again.  “You hear me, crap!  You don’t use fancy intros like that if your music’s got soul.  That’s what you got,” She threw her arm around Paxti and poked her sternum.  “You got heart, kid.  You’re going places.”  Paxti laughed and felt herself relax.

When they finished their water they continued walking back.  Once over the crest of the Yard their elation was replaced with exhaustion, and Paxti had to be literally dragged into the speeder.  They put her in the back seat, and Muna took off her sweater and balled it up for her to use as a pillow.  Through the ordeal they didn’t even realize the stormtroopers were gone.

“Are you alright to drive?”  Marquita asked as they got into the front of the speeder.  Already they could hear Paxti snoring in the back.  “We can find a place to pull over and sleep if-”

“Hey!” Muna demanded loudly, “Which of us has never had an accident, even during driver’s training?”

“Alright, alright” Marquita said, buckling into her seat.

A tired but determined Muna drove them all home.  She still didn’t see the burning, wrecked TIE on the road until it was mere meters away.  She had to swerve to avoid it, cursing as she did.  “Hah!” Marquita mumbled, eyes still closed, “Nice one.”

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Saturday, October 31, 2020

Of Pride & Podracing

Pefbet raced home, backpack bouncing against his shoulders.  He held the straps tightly. A hand-me-down from his older sister, if he didn’t hold the straps the backpack would hang down by his butt, which was very uncomfortable.  Times like this made him wish he had a backpack that fit, but that isn’t what he was going to spend his money on.

Pefbet pushed the door open when he arrived and dropped the bag on the floor.  His mother would shout at him, he knew, but he was also late getting home.  Can’t miss, can’t miss, can’t miss!  The race wouldn’t have started yet – but the introductions had already begun.

He turned on the screen in the living room flopped his big body onto seat bed.  The Queen’s voice filled the room.  “I wish you well, as does all of Baroonda.”  She bowed as the crowd shouted their well wishes, and the camera cut to Merty Plugg, who waved in return.  Pefbet mumbled his well-wishes, as was the least he could do to a rival.  “And finally, a welcome to Salta Nasom.”  The camera cut to a brown and yellow podracer taking it’s starting position.  “I wish you well, as does all of Baroonda.”  Pefbet mumbled frustratedly as the screen showed Salta waving his unusually large hands.  They say it gave him better control of the steering, which sounded like cheating to Pefbet.  But that’s not what frustrated Pefbet this time – what was frustrating him was that he had missed Peale Cairo’s introduction.  Then the camera showed the racers at their starting places, and Pefbet frantically looked for Cairo’s podracer.  The purple one was not hard to spot.  He jumped up on his seat and said “I wish you well, Cairo!”  Better late than never.

The screen cut to an ad, and Pefbet jumped off the couch and ran into the kitchen.   “Slow down, PB!”  his older brother, Keers, said.  “Can’t can’t can’t!”  He squealed as he opened the cupboard and grabbed a snack bag.  Then he veered back into the living room, the impression of his feet still clear on the couch.  “Gonna start gonna start gonna start!”  He plopped down on the edge and tore the bag open, waiting for the ads to go away.

Keers came in after him.  “At least take a tray.  Try to contain your mess.”  Pefbet took the tray without looking over.  Keers reached his hand in front of the screen.  “Hey, come on!”  Pefbet shouted, but then he remembered, “Thank you, Keers!”

“You’re welcome, and don’t forget to use it.”

Pefbet put the tray on his wide lap, covering the few crumbs that already had fallen.  As a Gammorean, everything about Pefbet was wide, and much of him was green, except for some browning around his mouth, inside his ears, and above his eyes.  His flat snout was also brown.  He brought a few chips to his mouth and chewed them mindlessly, as the Gammorean on the screen told him about Panmith’s Engine Repairs, where three-time Baroonda Circuit champion Sarong Daef comes for fixes, and so should you.

Cool!  Pefbet thought.  He wondered if his parents ever brought the family speeder to Panmith.  If they did, maybe he could go with them and maybe they’d run into Sarong, who wasn’t as great as Cairo of course, but maybe he knew Cairo, and would introduce them.  Maybe Cairo needed someone to oversee his pit droids.  Pefbet could do that, probably.  What’s so hard about ordering droids around?  “Fix this, fix that!”  He said out loud, pointing randomly around the room.  Yeah, I could do that.  Until I’m old enough to race myself, of course.

The race came back and the camera panned overhead.  Beyond the starting point, Baroonda swamps filled the screen.  Finally, the camera focused on the racers at their starting position.  Cairo’s purple podracer was in the middle of the group.  Seats full of fans lined the starting track.  Pefbet tried to imagine how things would look from one of those seats.  Then the camera cut to the Queen, now standing high above the track.

With a flick of her wrist, she waved a mallet into a large gong, and Pefbet felt his body tense with excitement as the race began.

Cairo started strong, in fourth place.  Cairo was a brainy, not a brawny, driver.  Like me!  Unless something unusual happened, Cairo wouldn’t make a break for first until the end of the final lap.  Saving his energy.  But being in fourth meant he was in one of the spotlight corners.  Pefbet leaned left and right with the turns, spilling blue crumbs on the floor.

Pefbet had heard if you’re at the race you can ask for a screen that always shows your favorite driver, no matter where they were in the race.  But at home he had to depend on the broadcast, which focused more on winners than strategies, or at least this is what Pefbet’s dad said.  Cairo was his dad’s favorite racer, too.  The corners of the screen spotlighted the top four racers, while the middle of the screen tried to give a wide shot of the race.

The announcers discussed the latest podracing news.  Sarong was mulling coming out of retirement for the Quadrennial Podlympics; Chusen Batch had reportedly changed his workout routine to improve his stamina; A young human had won the Boonta Eve race on Tatooine; Torsh Raetz’ pod looked different, had he upgraded his flaps?  Pefbet was fascinated by this talk, even as his eyes were trained on Cairo’s corner.

There was nothing about podracing that bored him.  He’d already had his life mapped out.  After I retire from being a champion racer, I’ll be an announcer, then a mentor to new podracers. As he thought about this, he watched Cairo take the swampy turns leisurely, staying in the middle of the clearings and avoiding the brush on the edge.  More blue chips fell onto the straw, yellow carpet.  Suddenly the announcer interrupted themselves, “It seems we have Rehthou coming up fast.  Torsh may have new flaps, Gerry, but Rehthou’s going like he’s got a whole new engine pair.  Look at those babies spin,” the main camera quickly cut to show Rehthou’s tan podracer speed by.

“You said it, Deckis, he’s basically flying down that straightaway.  Passing Salta and Cairo and now Tadcaster.  The course gets a bit twisty now so he’ll have to slow down for a bit, but from seventh to third in a single stretch is quite a run!”

“I’ll say so – let’s hope his engines can take that kind of beating.  Lots of race to go.”  The announcers went back to passing rumors and reading ad copy.  With Cairo out of the spotlight, Pefbet hopped off the couch and walked into the kitchen, careful not to spill any more crumbs.

The best part of any race was the beginning and the end.  “When you’re there you pay attention the whole time” his dad had said, who enjoyed recalling his one attendance at the Baroonda coast race, “Especially because all the racers fly by the stands with their own unique buzz.”  He scrunched his large lips up and tried to imitate the sound, but laughed when he obviously failed.  “I can hear it still in my ears, though.  Villgo’s had the buzz like those freighters you hear landing downtown.  It’s sweet-sounding.”  Then he’d gesture dismissively to the screen.  “You think these racers sound good here?  Way better in person.”

“I want to go!”  Pefbet would plead.

“One day, PB.  They’re expensive tickets, you know.  But one day, we’ll get you there.”

Keers was sitting at the kitchen table, reading off his datapad.  Pefbet opened the cupboard again and looked at his options.  He hadn’t minded the Blue Milk chips – they had a thick flavor that stayed in your mouth – but it wasn’t his favorite.  Just what he’d grabbed in his rush.

“Excuse me,” Keers said loudly.  “Some of us are trying to study.”

“I didn’t do anything!”  Pefbet exclaimed, reaching into the cupboard and grabbing two more bags.

“You were hmming.  Think with your head, not with your mouth.”  Keers shook his green head and quietly said, “Sithspawn.”  But not quietly enough.

“I’m telling mommy!”

“And I’ll tell her you just grabbed two more bags of snacks, when you’ve already had one.”  Keers looked up from his datapad.  He and Pefbet locked eyes for a moment, before Pefbet quickly looked away.

“Fine,” he said, walking into his room.

“And don’t forget to clean up.  She’ll know what you did if she finds three kinds of crumbs on the floor.”

“FINE!”  Pefbet yelled, not listening.

“Amateur,” Keers sighed as he reached over with his long arm to close the cupboard door.

Pefbet threw the snack bags on his bed and went to his toy shelves.  They were full of podracers and pit droids.  He took Cairo’s podracer off the shelf and started running around the room.  He turned, tilted, and flew the podracer to avoid imagined obstacles.  Other racers came into view and he passed them with ease.  A ramp?  He jumped it.  An antigravity tunnel?  He artfully avoided the floating rocks, which the other racers crashed into.  One of the rocks nicked the left engine.  Gotta repair that!  He landed the podracer on his bed, then started counting down from 30.  He dashed back to his toy shelves and grabbed two pit droids.  He set them both up at the left engine.  He started making a shushing noise as they drilled the engine back together.  When it was running again, he grabbed the droids and ran back to the shelves.  He didn’t have enough time to stand them upright, so he tossed them on the shelf and ran back to his bed just as he said “30!”

“If I didn’t know better, I’d say you counted a little slow there towards the end,” he heard a voice say behind him.  He turned around, and almost dropped his toy in surprise.  “Dad!”  He ran to him and into a big hug.  When he backed away, his dad said, “You better get back to the race, looks like the third lap is starting.  Mind if I join you?

“Yeah!” Pefbet was sure to grab the snacks on his bed as they left.

His dad sat on the grey couch, and Pefbet sat on his big lap.  Eyes glued to the screen, they both ate from their snack bags.  Pefbet ate a black finger-size strip, and his dad chewed purple gummies flavored Regup, a juicy swamp fruit.  Pefbet felt his dad’s big hand on top of his head, gently covering his horns, which were still growing out.  He let his own hand rest on his dad’s knee.

Cairo was able to take advantage this course’s final wide turns.  Most racers only passed at straightaways, but his pod had been built with turning in mind.  Cairo was always trying to outthink the opposition.  In the final minute of the race he went from 6th to 2nd, though Nasom passed him in the final straightaway.

Pefbet’s father put him on the floor as the two of them celebrated his good finish with cheers and dancing.  When they were done, Pefbet turned his attention back to the screen.  Since he’d finished in the top four, Cairo was going to be part of the post-race interview.

“PB, look at this floor!”  He heard his dad say.  “Let’s clean up before your mom sees this.”

“Wait, wait,” Pefbet said, waving his hand without turning away from the screen.

“No, let’s do it now,” His dad’s voice turned stern.  “We’ll leave the volume up and when we hear Cairo talking we can take a break,”

“Bu-“

“Think about your allowance,” His dad said.  Pefbet’s mind suddenly filled with the image of a miniature racetrack of Baroonda Coast with miniature podracers to race on it.  He wanted it so badly.

He dropped to his knees and started picking up the crumbs.

“Get the big ones,” his dad said, “We’ll get the smaller stuff with the suctodriver.”

Soon Cairo’s interview began, and Pefbet stopped what he was doing to listen.

“Peale,” said the interviewer, a being with a tall skinny body and long arms.  “Was waiting for those final turns your strategy all along?”

Peale Cairo’s voice was chipper and quick.  “Of course.  Podracing’s a tough sport, and lots of these guys really tire out at the end.  Heck, even I almost did except for the powerful formula of Augile, Baroonda’s Favorite Drink.  Augile keeps me at my best all race.  I also gotta give a shout out to Balterative’s couplings.  Things felt a bit shaky in the second lap, but I activated their power couplings unique Balt-grip and the engines tightened right up.  I tell you, can’t make those tight turns on a loose coupling.”

“Thank you, Cairo, and congratulations.”

“Thank you, Gerfin, and also big thank you to all my fans.  I’m real appreciative of the love and support we get from you each and every day.  Today I want to thank Kelt Ogerp, who sent us a real nice letter.  Says he’s been a fan for years.  Well, Kelt, thanks for the love, and for the rest of you, keep sending those letters – they really inspire me.  Thanks again, Gerfin.”

Pefbet’s head dropped slightly and crumbs fell from his loosened hands.

“I’m sure he got your letter,” his dad said.  “You heard what he said – they read all of them!”

“Yeah,” Pefbet sighed, “But I wish he would have talked about mine.”

“Keep writing, and I bet he will!”  His dad said optimistically.

Pefbet huffed a bit. “Can I write one now?”

His dad motioned to the floor.  “Not yet.  Let’s use the Sucto to finish up here first.”

 

***

 

“You shouldn’t push the engines like that at the start,” Odent Rez, a dark-skinned Majan, said.  “They’ll do better later on.  I’m sure it feels good to start the race in the top half, but that’s not when it counts.”

“Well, actually,” Kunier Dexplutio, a blue arcona, cut in, “Our sponsors really like it.  IF you can get in the top four – which you did, Peale.  And,” Kunier motioned to Peale Cairo as he turned back to Odent, “to his credit, once he got passed he let himself drop back significantly.

“You know what our sponsors like even more,” said Odent.  He paused for effect.  “Winning races.  Nobody wants to buy a product that gets you third place.”

“But the start of the race is when the most people are watching.  That kind of coverage is like juri juice to sponsors.”

“It wasn’t the engines,” Peale cut in.  His voice was grumbly and loud.  Nothing like it had been during the interview.  “My rear sensor didn’t go off.  I thought I’d dusted Nasom long ago.  If that had gone off, I would have pushed the engine more – or maybe I could have drifted to block his pass.”

Kunier looked at Odent with a smile and a hard stare.  “Sponsors don’t like faulty sensors, either.”

Odent sighed, scratched at his earlobes, and looked down and tapped the screen on the table.  “OK, we’ll take a look at those and check those during our next practice.”

As he did, Kunier craned his head to look into Peale’s mug.  “Want some more, by the way?”

“As long as it isn’t that Augile crap,” Peale grumbled. 

Kunier turned his sizable head left and right.  There were a few media crew set up outside the windows.  “Cameras are still here, so it might have to be.  Sponsors are always on the lookout.”

“Just use the Augile thermos,” Odent said without looking up.  “It’s in the cabinet, right shelf.  Pour whatever you want in there and it won’t make a different.”

Kunier stood and took Peale’s monogrammed mug and put it in the sink.  “What do you want, then?”

“Peandu Pop,” Peale said.  Kunier opened the refrigerator and saw the green bottle.  He reached into the cabinet above and took out the tall thermos.  Holding it up he said “You coulda fooled me about not liking this.  That part of the interview was great.”  He turned to the open fridge and – sure to shield what he was doing from anyone still filming their post-race breakdowns – filled the thermos with Peandu.   He placed the thermos in front of Peale as he sat back down.

“But you still need to work on is your fan service.  Tell me more about this fan you mentioned.”

Peale’s eyes narrowed over the brim of the thermos as he drank, but Kunier let the silence hang.  He reluctantly put the thermos down, unable to delay any more.

Peale wiped his mouth to buy some time.  “Umm, he’s a big fan.  Said he collects racer cards.  I think he said he-”

“What was his name again?”

Peale squinted his dark eyes as he struggled to remember what he said.  “Gelt… Kofert?”

Odent chuckled under his breath, “Not even close!”

“His name was Brutt Lemitch,” Kunier corrected.

“What did I say?”

“Kelt Ogerp.”

“That’s a real name I bet.  Somewhere out there.”

“That would be so much worse!”

Peale let out a familiar sight.  “I wish it were enough just to win.”

Kunier lowered his voice and leaned forward, “Winning only gets you so much, Peale.  Sponsors and fans want a racer to relate to.  On this backwater you can get away with slacking, but if you ever want to go galactic, you’ll have to pick up your personality game.”

The two Baroonda natives stared hard at the interloper, “We can’t all be fortunate enough to be born on the high-and-mighty Takodana,” Peale retorted.

“No, but I knew enough to go when the going got good.  You want to live here forever?”

Peale and Odent exchanged glances, but Odent shrugged.  “Backwater may be a bit harsh, but he’s got a point.”

“I just-”

Odent lifted a long finger and said through a smile, “Even if winning were enough, you aren’t winning.”  Peale waved him off with a groan.

“In your case, your personality is bantha poodoo, and attracts them, too.  Gammorean’s aren’t a great fanbase for a galactic run, but they out number you Majan here by quite a bit.  But we can still build you a brand.  But to do that you have to name fans – real fans.  Not this gobbledygook.  One day you’re gonna get a name wrong and the press is gonna find that person and they’re gonna say they’ve never heard of you – or worse they’re a Sarong die-hard, and then what?”  Kunier paused to take a breath and calm his voice.

“These fan letters are a gift.  Just remember the damn names.  Say their names on air – correctly – and they’ll be your fan for life.  Not just them, but their friends, maybe even their school.  That kind of attention can go a long way!”

Peale nodded his head.  “Ok, sorry.  It’s just hard to remember right after race.  Why don’t I say it before the race?”

“That’s exactly why it matters to say it at the end.  Because it’s hard, and they’ll appreciate it.”

“And what if you name a fan and lose?  No one wants to announce they’re a fan of the guy who got in last.”

“Right, right.”  Peale sighed, drinking from his thermos.  Odent gave his datapad a definitive tap and set it down “OK, got the sensor repairs scheduled.  And while you two were talking I had the engines checked – you’re right, they weren’t anywhere near burnt.  So, when we get those rears figured out, you should be all set next time.  Anyway, all we’ve covered is the start and end of the race.  Let’s study the rest, right?  I saw some things in the second lap I think you could improve on, too.”

“Great,” Peale said eagerly, “Let’s hear it!”

***

 

Several weeks later, Pefbet was sitting on the floor, stuffing his mouth with purple Regup gummies, watching the third lap begin.  Next to him was a model of Cairo’s podracer, fallen on its side.  He loved morning weekend races.  As the lone early-riser in his family, it was nice to have something to do while everyone slept.  Plus, he got to sit right up to the TV without anyone telling him not to.

Cairo was very far back, but Pefbet knew better than to give up hope.  That’s part of being a fan – dedication even when things were dire.  It made the thrill of winning all the better.  He reached over to pick up his toy podracer, groping blindly as his eyes were glued to the screen.  Finally, he got it and held it in front of him.

He held the racer from the bottom, imagining the grasses on the edge of the swamps racing towards him.  Even in his mind it was really quite a blur.  Pefbet assumed he’d get better with practice.  Then the grass was left behind and they were racing over a swamp under a cliff.  The shadow shielded them from the sun.

When the swamp ended they were racing over Baroonda dirt, compacted over centuries of racing.  Baroonda Coast was one of the planet’s oldest courses, in fact.  They raced through tunnels and into clearings, and Pefbet imagined Cairo letting him take control for a few moments.  “Quite good!”  He heard his high voice laugh, as he took control again at the upcoming turns.  Pefbet felt a thrill.  He tilted his body with the sharpness of the turn.

The announcer’s voice took him out of his reverie.  “Cairo’s gaining on Smekk, but there isn’t much race left.  Think he can do it, Gerry?”

“Cairo’s always a late bloomer, Deckis.  Never count him out.  And Salta and Larpo are neck and neck for first.  That’s what I love about this course – the wide final stretch means it’s anybo-”

“OH!!!”  Both announcers suddenly shouted together, and Pefbet opened his eyes to see what had happened.  The main screen showed a trail of smoke, and in the distance was something spilling more.  The camera cut to a different angle, and Pefbet could see a single engine weaving across the course, the pilot’s seat wagging behind like a Hutt’s tail.  The engine hit the swamp water with a splash, and the pilot’s seat was flung into the waters.  His heart lifted a little as he saw the engine was yellow.  Cairo’s engines were purple, so he was OK.

“Looks like Meesh is out of this race.  Hope he’s alright.  There go the rally droids.  We’ll check back in later.  I guess the only good news is he was already in last place, so no one’ll run into him.”

“Yeah, looks like one of his engine cords came loose, and then the power coupling burst under the stress.  And here comes Salta in first closely followed by Larpo.  Faligrey easily takes third, as Cairo and Smekk continue to battle a few turns behind.  Kee is also catching them both – that new design is really helping him take advantage of those turns.”

“Yeah, I bet Meesh wishes he’d had one of those pods just about now, too.”

While podracers were traditionally two forward engines connected to a pilot’s seat several meters behind, Neva Kee had built his podracer to be more like a regular speeder.  The cockpit was up front, and the twin engines were directly behind.  There weren’t even any cables connecting them, it was all one piece like a regular speeder.  Pefbet thought this was cheating, and that Kee shouldn’t be allowed to enter a speeder into a podrace.

“Kee’s into overdrive!  He’s breaking 500, 600, Kee’s going 700!  Unbelievable!  If he can maintain that kind of speed, maybe we’re seeing podracing as we know it being changed.  Look at that dust – or is that smoke?  Hard to tell, but Kee’s got enough speed to take 4th on this one.  Then Smekk and then Cairo.  Alright, that’s a wrap on this one.  Deckis, anything stand out to you in this one while we wait for our post interviews?

“You know, I know a lot of people love podracing as it is, but this sport’s been the same since I started.  There’s no reason it can’t evolve.  I know we love our traditions, but so much else changes, right?  I think podracing could be even better if we let it improve.  If it isn’t Kee’s design, it will be something else.  What do you think, Gerry?”

Pefbet didn’t care what Gerry thought.  His eyes burned.  “I hate that stupid Neva Kee!”  he shouted, as the purple model fell from his hand.  He’d completely forgotten he was holding it.  Through blurry vision he saw it crash to the floor with a sickening crack.  Pefbet threw out his arm to pick it up, but his trembling hands couldn’t get a good grip. Pefbet tried to remember to take some deep breaths to stay calm, just like his teachers had taught him, but he suddenly imagined Cairo crashing instead of Meesh.  And dying!  And it was all his fault!!  And everyone knew it!  Now they’d never let him be a podracer.  “Never, never, never!”  He was suddenly shouting, and the world around him was shaking.  Everything felt terrible, and he hated it.

“Hey, hey, hey” a deep soothing voice suddenly said.  He felt his mother’s hand run over his head.  He gasped uncomfortably and writhed from her enveloping arms.  No one could comfort him!  He killed Cairo, the greatest podracer ever!  But she held on, firm but kind, and whispered at him to breathe.  “Like this,” she said, breathing loudly but slowly.  He felt compelled to imitate her, and the world came into clearer view.  He wiped his eyes and as he saw his mother’s looking back at him he became aware of how tight everything in his body had become.

He didn’t know how to loosen it, but she did.

She propped him up on shaky feet and rubbed his shoulders and back.  Everything felt looser than it ever had.  Would he melt this time for real?  He closed his eyes and leaned into her, and she hummed an old melody in his ear.  When his breathing became quite calm, and his body not so hot, she picked him up and put him on the couch.  Kneeling in front of him on the floor, she said “Tell me what happened, my dear P.”

He tried to explain.  Meesh crashed, Cairo lost, Neva Kee was a cheater, then he killed Cairo “And nobody will want me to race now!”  And he descended again into wails.

His mother had seen this many times before.  They’d tried to explain that the thrill of the sport was in the racing, not the winning, but without much success.  At least they’d gotten him to agree the top four was “winning.”  Still, Pefbet had an unmatched dedication to Cairo, and he took the losses personally.  Whenever Cairo didn’t place her dear PB came up with a way this ruined his career before it got started.

She still hadn’t even told him no Gammorean had ever been a podracer.  Their reflexes were far too slow.  She stroked his head, feeling the nubs of horns.  She’d need to tell him soon – he was a growing boy and deserved to know.  But maybe he’d surprise them all.

Pefbet raised his head from his bed.  There was a line of blue snot from his snout to the blanket.  “Oh, PB,” she laughed, pulling a handkerchief from her pocket and wiping it up.  “That’s really gross, you know?”  He chuckled in response, and blew of his nose hard.  A grey stream flowed out.  “Yuck!”  She exclaimed, though glad he seemed to be cheering up.  She pressed the handkerchief to his nose.  “OK, now blow.”  But he refused, grinning behind the cloth.

“I see a smile!”

He shrugged and sat down, his eyes widening again with sorrow.

She went into her script.  “I can’t do anything about what already happened.  But I can try to make it better.  Tell me, what can I do to make you feel better?”

He pointed to the toy on the floor.  “I think it broke,” he said. She leaned over and carefully picked up the model.  “It all looks connected.  Oh!  Yes, this little piece came off.  Well that’s no problem for daddy’s workshop.  But he’ll need his little pit droid to help him fix it.  And pit droids don’t yell when there’s a problem.”

“I know,” he sighed, then together they said, “They just get to work.”

“So come on,” she said standing.  “Your dad’s already up.  Let’s see if we can convince him to open his shop, and then I’ll get you some breakfast.  What do pit droids like, milk oil and eggs over oil?”

“Mom!”  Pefbet laughed, wiping the last of his tears away.  “I’m not really a pit droid!”

“You sure?  You sure look like one.  You sound like one, too.  Boop boopity beep!”

“Staaaaahhhhhhhp!”  Pefbet shouted, lovingly tugging on her hand as they left his room.

***

Peale Cairo hurled through the track, keeping his pod steady at the 500s.  Though the walls whizzed by him, he kept his eyes on the space between the walls.  Pressing the stick to the left, the engines shifted together as he raced forward.  Ahead he saw no space at all, as expected.  He centered his turning stick and pulled back on the throttle to reduce down to the 400s.  As he slowed, he put his foot on the left peddle and began to tap it.  Blue flaps on each engine pumped outward like the claws of a Baroonda Sufferfish.  He felt the harness around his shoulders and waist tighten as the podracer slowed further.

“Almost at it,” A familiar voice spoke into his helmet.

“I know, I know,” Peale complained.  He pressed the air brake completely down, and the flaps extended fully.   The walls were nearly a kilometer in front of him – a terrifying proximity even given his reduced speed.  Suddenly, Peale hit the turning stick hard to the right.  The harness tightened further as the pod lurched unusually to the side.  The canyon walls rotated around him like an astromech dome, until he saw a space open up in front of him.  Now through the sharp turn, Peale straightened the turning stick and pushed the throttle forward again.  His body became heavy against the seat as it rushed into him.  Suddenly, everything turned yellow.  Peale pushed the turning stick a little to the right until the world went back to normal.  Then he pushed the throttle up again to the 500s.  By the time he crossed the finish line he was going nearly 600.  The canyon walls blinked out of existence and Peale’s eyes adjusted to the real sky, and the wide-open swamp around him.  It was late afternoon, and the clouds were tinged blue by the sun.  Green gasses rose from the swamp.  Peale slowed down as he turned around.  Still seems to handle well, but might be a different story with anyone else around.

When Peale stopped in front of his crew, pit droids leapt to their feet and toddled out to check the racer.  Peale unhooked his harnesses and hoisted himself down to the ground.  Odent was already jogging out from the tent.

“That’s a great time – but you went yellow twice,” He said as he approached.

“Better than one red,” Peale smirked.  “I know, I know.”

“With other racers, any deviation may lead to disaster.  Whether you need to drop back or charge forward beforehand, you should take them alone.  Especially that final one.  Passing during turns isn’t wise for this race.  You’ve got the straightaway after to play catch up if needed.  If you gotta roast the engines to place, do it.  Qualifying for the Baroonda Eve will be worth a few replacement parts.”  Odent put his hand on his friend’s shoulder.  “I say, fry the components!”

Peale laughed with him as the two walked over to the tent. Odent was always very careful about costs – always had been.  Even when they were messing around with swamp skiffs as kids, Odent treated the retrieved garbage like gold.  He was an expert in repairs and kept many parts working long after any other team would have tossed them out.  Just qualifying for an Eve race came with a big payout.  Peale was curious how the credit-pinching Odent would spend their new cash.

Of course, if he burnt out his engines and didn’t qualify, well… 

As if sensing his change of thought, Odent said, “That was a great run!  You’re gonna wizard this race, Peale.”

Kunier pulled up in a beaten-up swamp-skiff.  Another marvel of Odent’s ingenuity.  It was black – all the paint had long worn off, and they’d given up repainting it.  Odent insisted it gave it character.

“There he is!” Kunier said cheerily, his golden eyes shining in his triangular head.  “That was quite a show you put on.  Now come on, let’s get going.  The sooner you do this the sooner it will be over.  And come on – the fans love the smell of fresh engine.”

Peale’s good mood deflated like a Hutt fart.  He’d forgotten the after-practice event.  But, qualify or not, he needed his fans.  The Baroonda Podracing Combine gave a lot of funding to professional racers at the start of their careers, but at some point they were expected to stave off retirement with their own fanbase.  Of course, going galactic would give him access to billions of new fans.  Still, it helped to have a fanbase at home.

“Yeah, alright,” his gravelly voice groaned, and he exchanged a friendly farewell to Odent as he climbed into the skiff.

Cheers soared as they arrived at the packed Amphitheatre.  Peale smiled brightly and waved as he got out of the skiff and walked to the front, although his mind was far away as he mentally practiced the race.  He posed for a few picto flashes, then went behind the podium.  As his mind wandered (He knew he could perfect the timing to hit that turn), he stood at the podium and said:

“Thanks everyone for coming out.  While I’m proud of that run, I’m hoping to do even better at the actual qualifier next week!”  He paused for cheers and hoots.  “And I don’t think I could have done it without my daily dose of Augile, Baroonda’s favorite drink!  But nothing powers me nearly as much as knowing how much you all believe in me.  If,” He chuckled, “I mean when I qualify, and when I make the galactic circuit, I know I’ll owe each and every one of you a debt of gratitude for believing in me when I was just a Baroonda nobody.”

When he was done Peale felt drained.  He waved again and turned around to sit at the table in the back.  Racing he could do – but this performance for fans?  There was something particularly draining about it.

He heard Kunier say, “Cairo will be around for another hour or so if you’d like a picture with him or to have him sign some of your memorabilia.  And if you don’t have any, or if you want more, feel free to head over to our merch kiosk where you can get everything from fan shirts to Augile mugs to our new race recordings.  Relive Cairo’s most exciting races from his point of view – from the driver’s seat!  Premium versions have review commentary of Cairo and our head mechanic going over the races, too.”

As the fans lined up behind the gate, Kunier walked over to Peale and leaned down.

“Quit comm-ing it in,” Kunier whispered sharply.  “Look, we both know how you feel about fans and that’s just wonderful.  You’re a real racing purist, bravo!  And as a local guy you can afford to be a bit empty-eyed up there.  What do these Gammoreans really know about racing?  But you pull that sithspawn in the galactic circuit, they’ll run you out.  You do want to go galactic, right?  Or do you want to race, retire and rot on this swampslosh forever?”

Peale was facing the crowd, so he simply nodded and said, “Yes, sir.”

“I already got my pay for this season.  A qualifying bonus would be nice, but you gotta do your part.  Or did you hire me just to waste my time?  Honestly, wouldn’t put it past you.”

Peale only nodded this time.

“Good.  OK, everyone’s got nametags on, so try to call at least some of them by their names, will ya?  That memory will mean something to these kids, which in turn will mean something to us.”  Kunier turned his head towards the mug of pens on the table.  “When one of those starts to run dry hand them out to whoever you’re signing for.  Give ‘em a real authentic Peale Cairo pen.  Just don’t give the authentic Peale Cairo experience, that guy’s a hell of a sunspot,” Kunier chuckled, and Peale loosened up as well.  He’d always known he wasn’t what they called a ‘people-person’.  “Put on that smile.  It’s all part of the job.  Be approachable with them.  You can be yourself with us.”  Kunier gave Peale a friendly but firm grip on the shoulder. “You got this,” he said as he stepped away.

He hoped he would listen.  Kunier had been working with him for a year and felt he had relatively little to show for it.  They’d gotten him to do sponsor plugs after races, but even that wasn’t going great.  He wasn’t very convincing, and privately Kunier worried the sponsors would notice his inauthenticity.  Sometimes he wondered how any of fans took those plugs seriously at all.

***

“Joyful lifeday, joyful lifeday, joyful joyful life!”

Pefbet sat at the dinner table as the cake descended in front of him.  It had seven burners, and the frosting was purple like Cairo’s podracer.  The burners were grouped on each of his engines, with the seventh at the driver’s pod.  Pefbet couldn’t stop smiling.

When his family stopped singing, Pefbet started hitting the table.  “Presents, presents, presents!!!”  He squealed.  He had been practicing his tearing all week on leaves and swamp stalks.  Everyone knew it was bad luck to let the burners go out before you’ve opened your presents.

“Here we are!”  His parents said, producing a small wrapped box.  They passed it to his sister who passed it to his brother who passed it him.  “It looks small,” his mother said, “But don’t let that fool you!”

“Only one gift?”  Pefbet said, obviously disappointed.

“We all chipped in,” Keers assured him.  “We all had to.  It’s quite expensive!”

Pefbet’s eyes widened.  He knew there were some newer podracing models, but he never dreamed he’d get one for his birthday.

“Well, go on!”  His sister said, motioning to the burners, “Do it quickly before it turns into plomf sticks.”  Pefbet made a face, imagining opening his gift only to find vegetables.  He tore the wrapping away, and gingerly lifted the lid on the box.  He didn’t want to damage the model before he’d even seen it.

Inside the box he saw two pieces of paper.  He picked them up and examined them.  They had a picture of podracers, with a track on the top.  There was a lot of writing on them, and he squinted his eyes to try to read the small print.

“See, Brekag, I told you he wouldn’t know what they are.”

His dad stepped forward and grabbed the papers.  “They’re tickets, PB!  We’re gonna go to the qualifying race next week.  In person!  You and me, buddy.  How’s that sound?”

“You mean, you mean, you mean I’ll get to meet Cairo??!!!!”

“Well,” his dad put a large, dark green palm up, “I mean, probably not.  But you’ll be able to see him from the stands.  They’re quite good seats.  And if he places, we’ll get to see him on the podium.  And we’ll get those personal screens so you can see him the whole time.”

Pefbet’s body was shaking.  He waved the tickets around wildly, and his dad had to move the cake before he accidentally lit them on fire.  Suddenly Pefbet let out a shout that shook the room “I’m gonna see a podrace in person!”

Pefbet didn’t sleep that whole weekend, and when he watched the morning race, he spent more time looking at the stands, wondering where the best place would be to sit.

***

Peale held the exercise cube in front of him, continuing his reps.  His muscles were just starting to ache.  “Seventy-two, seventy-three, seventy-four.”

It was the same set whenever he came to the gym.  Tension cube for his arms and shoulders, then ride around a small track on one of his orbak’s.  Standing 2 meters high – Peale used a power droid as a step stool to get up - his orbak’s were less trained than the one’s usually found on Kef Bir ranches, but that was the point.  Riding an unbroken orbak for an hour or so was the best way to practice the focus needed for podracing.  The animal bucked its long, hoofed legs even as he tried to get on it, and cried wildly until finally Peale was able to take control of the reins.  But after 20 or so minutes, it’s discipline would deteriorate, and that’s where the real practice came in.

After a quick water break, came Peale’s greatest training: A Jedi training remote.  For eighty-nine credits he and Odent won the unopened lockbox at a junk auction.  He and Odent eagerly opened it that evening on the mud porch of his home.  It had a few screws, some old books and bad food.  But there’d also been a banged up little orb.  After some research at school, and more than a few dead ends, they’d learned of the device’s incredible origins.  How it had come to be stuck in a lockbox that ended up in their hands, Force knows.  But Odent had managed to repair it, and for years the two of them used it to terrorize the neighborhood.  While it certainly stung to get hit if you were living (and could cause fur to sometimes burst into flames), the bolts absolutely shutdown droid systems.  Oh, they caught hell the time they hit the neighborhood power unit the morning of exam day.  But it had a much more serious use now.

The spherical remote had several dozen blaster ports, which would fire a pulsar bolt without warning.  Sometimes it would fire several times in a row, and sometimes there would be a whole minute between shots.  You never knew.

Standing against the wall, Peale activated the remote.  It floated about shoulder high, and then it began to spin slowly.  Peale stretched his arms and legs out, eyes focused on the spinning remote.  The remote hummed evenly, and Peale drew in a breath.  He held it.  When nothing came, he exhaled.  Still nothing.  He took in a breath.  Suddenly he saw one of the ports begin to glow, and he briefly moved his left hand to his chest. Pew!  The wall was warm when he returned his hand to its place.  He breathed in again and held it.  Pew pew pew, pew-pew.  Rapidly, but expertly, Peale moved his hands and legs to avoid the shots.  When they ended, his breathing resumed.

After half an hour, the remote floated to the ground and turned itself off with a click.  Peale felt drained, but proud.  He hadn’t been hit even once.  A great sign for the upcoming qualifying race.  He picked up the remote and put it back in its storage, then he went into his cool-off area.

Kunier was standing there, and he rushed up to Peale, nearly hitting him in the mouth with a pipe.  “Cairo, Cairo, can we have a word?  Cairo, what an excellent run.  Really thrilling.  Tell us, what is it like to know you’ve made it to the Baroonda Eve?  That’s a big step-up for a local boy like you.”

Oh slyth.  Kunier sometimes did this, as a way to help him practice his publicity, but he had hoped with the big race he would let it slide.  Peale took a deep breath, prepping his voice.

“Aah, yes, the champion breathes on screen for everyone on Baroonda.  Wonderful video for us to capture.  But our question.  I won’t repeat it now – I’m a professional!  Aren’t you?”

Cairo lifted his voice and spoke into the pipe.  “Thanks, yeah this is a big day for myself and everyone down at Ekod Engines.  They keep me running, and so does Augile, Baroonda’s favorite drink!  Seriously, a few cups of that before the race and hey maybe three laps isn’t enough, y’know?  Certainly, our Balterative couplings could take it.”

“Any big plans to celebrate?”

“Celebrate?!  We just qualified, that’s all!  This is just the beginning.  But when we win the big event, we’ll celebrate big time.  But why count our fathiers before they hatch?  Ask me again next time.”

“Will do, Cairo.  Thanks so much.

“Well thank you, and also big thank you to all my fans.  You all know I’m so excited to read your fan mail whenever it comes in.  This time I’d like to thank Purm Thronch, who sent us a real nice letter.  Says he’s been a fan all his life, and has a collection of PodCards.  Man, I remember those.  Glad to see they’re still out there.  Well, Purm, thanks for the love, and for the rest of you, keep sending those letters – they really inspire me, and everyone at Ekod Engines.”

Kunier dropped the pipe.  “Pretty good,” he said.  But if you really win this event – not just place well enough for the qualifier – you’ll need to say more.  But I liked that line about Augile.   I can tell you’ve been practicing the lines.  Thank you.  I know you don’t like it.

“You did well for getting ambushed like that.  But keep practicing.  The PR is important.  You never know who you’ll run into at these events.  Some outlets might see you hanging around before or after the race decide to interview you on the spot.  You’ll have to be sharp.  These qualifying events are a big deal – more eyes are on us than usual.  Sponsors will watch our every word.”

Peale nodded.  “Glad I’m improving.  I hate practicing though.”  His voice had dropped to its gravelly standard.   “It’s the only thing worse than giving an empty speech is giving an empty speech to myself.  And that voice!”

“You gotta practice.  You’re grumpy enough without a voice that grates like an old trash compactor.  Listen Peale, I know you’re in this for the racing, but this is bigger than just you!  You’ve got a team of people depending on you.  What’s gonna happen to Odent and the rest of them if you burn out?  I’ll probably be fine; I’ve consulted for galactic champions.  But no one will want to hire Odent if you can’t show he can help racers make it big.”

“Odent’s a great mechanic!  He can get another job if he needs.”

“No, he won’t,” Kunier said flatly.  “It doesn’t matter how much we all work if you don’t put out a nice face for the people.  Trust me, I know how this works.  You gotta open your eyes man.  This racing is a business, and you gotta play by the rules.  Hate it if you gotta, but that doesn’t mean you can’t do it.  You gotta play the game.  Going fast isn’t enough.”

Peale nodded silently.  When Kunier didn’t continue, Peale said, “Speaking of going fast, I’m gonna see the crew.  Wanna come with?”  There’s no way Peale was going to practice after such a work out, but he’d seen a message they were replacing the engine cords and he wanted to see for himself.  He was uneasy about debuting a new modification at such an important race, but one of them had completely frayed during a practice run, so they didn’t have a choice.

As they walked Peale said, “Hey, can we look into getting some new sponsors?  I’m not sure I can choke out that Augile line for much longer.”

“You’re awfully demanding today,” Kunier laughed.  “Listen: You live on Baroonda.  You race on Baroonda.  You’re gonna support Baroonda’s favorite drink.  Now, if you go galactic, then we got options.  Although,” He smiled slyly, “Sponsors want racers with good personalities.  You’re not the only one here with demands.  So, work on your fan service and the galaxy is your kyber crystal.  That motivating enough?”

“Yeah.”  Peale said quietly.  “Anything to get that stuff off my menu.  Baroonda’s favorite drink?  More like Gammorean’s favorite garbage.  It’s rancid.”

“Well, good thing we have you memorize the scripts rather than have you blast off at the mouth.  You’re a real inspiration, Peale.  Let’s just hope the sponsors never find out.  Or the fans!  Oh, I don’t know what would be worse.”

 

***

 

“Pefbet, are you listening?”  His teacher said. “Now tell me, how many planets are in the Baroonda system.”  Pefbet scrunched his snout in thought.  His teacher pointed a wide finger at his desk.  “Just look at your sheet and count!”

Pefbet tried to count the circles he saw, but it was difficult to go that high.  “15?”

“No, no,” his teacher said walking up to his desk.  “Don’t count the moons.  Pefbet, what’s bigger, planets or moons?”

“Planets!”  Pefbet loudly announced.

“Yes.  So look at your sheet again.  How many planets do you see?”

Pefbet looked again.  “Two!”  He shouted happily.

“Yes.  Do you remember their names?”

“We’re on prime.  The bigger one.  I forget the other one.”

“Minor.”  The teacher said, strolling again to the front.

“And Baroonda system has 24 moons,” said Deetree.  “Pefbet said 15, but that’s wrong.”

She is such a know-it-all!  I hate her.

“Deetree,” the teacher said, “That wasn’t necessary.”

She sank in her seat and Pefbet made a face in her direction until the teacher raised his eyebrows and tutted quietly in his direction.

Pefbet felt his eyes quickly glaze over again.  School wasn’t for him, and he hated it.  But today he hated it most of all, because he had to wait until it was over to go to the race.  Go to the race.  Not watch it on the screen, but actually go and sit in the stands.

Was school always this long??!

He had asked his dad if he could bring his model racer, but he said it might get dropped or stolen, even though Pefbet insisted he’d always hold onto it.  Instead his dad suggested they bring one of his Cairo posters.  If they saw him, maybe he would sign it, though he reminded Pefbet it was a long shot.  Still, it was something to bring – but something that if it got lost it wasn’t a bit deal.  Pefbet had a lot of Cairo posters.

Finally, the teacher dismissed class, and Pefbet grabbed his bag and dashed out of the room, bumping a few of his peers on the way out.  But he didn’t care.  I’m gonna go see a race!!

But the teacher cared, and Pefbet felt his collar tighten as he was pulled back into the room.  He felt his eyes begin to burn, and he willed himself not to cry.   He hated the idea of being late to the race, but he hated crying in school more.

“Pefbet, I think you owe the others an apology.”

Pefbet took a few shallow breaths, trying to calm down.  “I… am… sorry…”

The others nodded and the teacher waved them away. The big Gammorean turned back to Pefbet with a smile that showed all his teeth.

“You’re excited about your big day.  It’s all you’ve been talking about.”

“Of course!”  Pefbet tried to pull away from the teacher’s grasp and follow the stream of students out the door.

“No, no.  Just because you get a special day doesn’t mean you can make everyone else suffer.  You now need to wait for everyone else to go.”

“But that isn’t fair!”  Pefbet screamed, feeling his eyes starting to burn again.

“I know.”  The teacher said calmly.  “It isn’t fair they go home but you get to go see a big race.  They have to settle for the screens.”

This made Pefbet want to explode.  The teacher obviously wasn’t getting it.  As usual.  No one at school understood him, and they all wanted him to study and learn and take tests and be nice.  But Cairo didn’t have to study or take tests or be nice.  He just had to race.  Being a podracer was so much easier than being a student.  Pefbet couldn’t wait to be an adult.

Finally, everyone else left the room.  Pefbet tried to move but couldn’t.  He took a deep breath and said, “Will you please let me go now?”

“Yes, thank you for being polite.  And listen, I do hope you-”

But Pefbet was already out the door and down the hall and in line to be picked up.  Fortunately, his friend Kufiat was also at the end of the line.

“Have fun at the race today, PB,” Kufiat said.  “I hope I can go to a race once.”

“I already told you, if I could bring you I would.”

“Oh, I know.  But still.  Hey, maybe I’ll see you in the stands?”

“Oh yeah – I’ll be there!”

“I’ll look for you.”

“Great!”

“You’ll tell me about it tomo-”

“Pefbet!”  Came a high voice at the entrance.

“Gotta go!”  Pefbet said, running by his friend, out the door, and practically hurling himself into the speeder.  “Go go go gotta go!”  He shouted.

“Cool your couplings.  Even champions strap in before they go.”

“But we’re gonna be laaaattee!!”

“PB, we have plenty of time.  What will make us late is you not buckling up.  Now come on.”

Pefbet huffed as he pulled down on the straps.  When they were fastened, the old speeder took off.

The arena rose above the horizon long before they arrived.  Pefbet marveled at the size of it.  It seemed to get bigger and bigger before his very eyes.

“And that’s just the stands!”  His dad announced.  “When we’re inside, the actual race track stretches out even further.  Several kilometers.  We may not even be able to see the edge, though I’m not sure about that.  But not to worry, we’ll rent one of those personal screens so you can watch Cairo’s race the whole time.  Just make sure to look up when he comes screaming by us.”

They parked their speeder in a mud lot and followed the crowds to the entrance.  Pefbet held his dad’s hand tightly.  He began to feel a sinking dread about getting lost.  There were just so many beings around.  He saw one standing on a straw box, waving something in his hand.

“What’s that?”

“Oh, don’t worry about that guy.  They’re just selling crap.”

“You’re just saying that because you don’t want me to buy it!”

His dad laughed heartily, “No, no.  Well, kind of.  But whatever he’s selling, they’ve got a better version of inside.  Trust me.”

“How much money do we have?”

We have 60 credits, for food.  You have an additional 30 for whatever you want, be it a toy or a souvenir cup or just more food.  Arena food is a gourmet all its own!”

“Plus, the 10 credits I brought in my backpack.”

“Why did you do that?”

“Because I thought of it this morning!”

“And where’s your backpack?”

Pefbet turned his head to the parking lot, but couldn’t see the speeder any more.  He made a sound his dad knew well, and he scooped him up.

“You’re too heavy for this!”  He laughed and quickly put him back down.  “Ok, I’ll spot you the other 10, and you can pay me back when we’re back in the speeder.”

“So, I have 40?”

“Yes.  But think real hard before you use it – once you spend it, it’s gone.”

“Yeah, I know!”

“I know you do,” his dad rubbed the tips of his horns, even as he thought about the 30 extra credits he brought in case of a meltdown.

His dad presented their tickets to the Majan at the booth who waved them through, pointing past several boots in the direction of their seats.  “You’re gonna see a lot of things you want to buy, PB.  But let’s find our seats first, so we know where they are.”

***

It was a mean prank, but too late now.  Odent had shoved Peale through the general admission door, and now he was in a sea of spectators, all scrambling for their seats.  At the bottom of the stands was a “racer-crew entrance” gate.  Gotta slog through.

A young Majan ran up to him and yelled for his attention.  Peale waved politely and walked onward.  The Majan followed him.  “Cairo, Cairo, I hope you win today!”  Peale turned, and paused to raise his voice.

“Thank you, my friend.  I certainly intend to!”  Then the boy stuck a hand out, obviously covered in…something.  “What’s your name?” Peale asked, shaking his hand, wishing he was anywhere else but there.

“My name is Noj Pi.  Did you get my letters?”

“Oh,” Peale said stumbling.  “Probably.  Yes, yes, now I remember the name.”  He withdrew his hand, hoping that would end things.

The boy grinned widely and said “I wish you well, Cairo.”  Peale bowed slightly, now certain the interaction was over.  But he couldn’t just turn away.  Give them a memory, he remembered Kunier saying.  So, he said, “I wish you well, too, Noj Pi.”  The boy shouted with delight, before suddenly turning around and running back to his seat.

Maybe fan service really is my thing.  Peale thought smugly as he turned to continue his descent.

Another fan ran up to him, holding a PodCard and a pen.  “Will you sign my card?  It’s yours from last year!  I had to trade a Sebulba and a Oovo IV Gauntlet track for it.  And a few pit droids.  You’re my favorite driver!  When I grow up, I want to be just like you.”

“I hope you’ll be better,” Peale sputtered out, remembering what Kunier said about creating memories.  “What’s your name?”

“Acrin Frest.”

“Got it,” Peale was silent as he signed the card.  He underestimated the size of the card, and had to squeeze the last letter in.  Looking up, he saw a camera crew had appeared to their side.

“You know,” Peale said, holding the card up when he was done, “there’s a whole team I depend on.  Racing’s more than going fast.  You’ll need a whole team behind you, and that includes some pit droids.  So, the next time you get some, don’t trade them away so quickly.”

“I won’t Cairo.  Thanks!”  The girl turned around to dash off, but suddenly turned around.  “And I wish you well, Cairo.”

“And I wish you well, Acrin Frest.”  She raised her hand to her mouth and squealed, and Peale turned to leave.  But the camera crew charged at him, and an adult in a white suit pushed forward and stuck a microphone in his face.  “Hey Peale Cairo, Mers Dapa here from Prix 60.  This is your first qualifying event.  You nervous?”

Peale stalled as he decided which response would be best.  “You know, that’s a good question,” Showing confidence would inspire his fans, but humility could show off his personability and make him more approachable.  “Yeah I think I am nervous.  Who couldn’t be?  But I’ve got confidence in my team and confidence in my podracer.  I also just had a cup of Augile, Baroonda’s Favorite Drink.  That stuff always gets me good and pumped for a race.”

“Do you think that’s wise, Augile right before such a big race?  Some people say it makes them a bit jittery.”

“Uhh, well, I haven’t found that to be the case, Mers.  Augile keeps my reactions at lightning speed.”

“Well I guess we’ll see by day’s end.  Any celebration plans if you win?”

These guys don’t like confidence, let’s give them some humility.  “Winning this race would be such a huge deal for my team and I.  We don’t have any specific plans in mind, but we intend to go all out if we’re fortunate enough to snag this prize.”

“Huh,” Mers chucked, “You know this is only the qualifying race, right?  It’s the Baroonda Eve that’s the real prize.”

I mean, obviously “Yeah, I-”

But Mers cut him off, “Hey, is that Navoir?”  He turned to the camera.  “We’ll see how the homebound newcomer does in the race.  But now let’s see if we can have a word with Navoir, the outer-rim’s hottest ticket.”  Mers and his camera crew pushed by Peale, trying to reach Navoir, who was coming down from the top decks.  It would be a while before he got down to the race dirt, but that’s how Navoir sold himself.  A crowd-pleaser. Peale grumbled to himself.

He refocused on the moment at hand.  It wouldn’t do to let another camera crew catch him staring off into space.  He continued his descent.

The noise was deafening as other podracers walked through the stands or waved to the seats from the dirt.  Everyone shouted for their favorite, and hissed horribly at rivals.  Peale felt what felt like rain and turned, only to see a group of adolescents eating their treats and looking over and around him.  Looking down he saw a few orange and red treats on the ground.  He let out a growl and stomped the treats into dust, and the kids booed him loudly.  “You better not take Frezz’ spot, Careless Cairo!”

The nickname struck Peale as so weird he immediately felt his anger give way to a smile.  He turned around quickly to hide it.  If only they knew the preparation he’d put into this.  Well, he’d have to beat Frezz – whoever that was – to make his point.  I bet I prepared twice as much as he does!

He was so lost in this vengeful thought he didn’t even see the young Gammorean standing in front of him waving both hands at him until he nearly had walked into him.  Peale had to hop to the side to avoid a collision.  “Hey, what are you doing??!”  He snapped angrily.  Even a simple stubbed toe would cost him the race.  He needed his body in tip-top shape.

When he spoke the boy looked dumbfounded.  After a few moments he squeaked out, “You sound different, Cairo.”  He pulled a folded poster from his pocket and handed it over.

“Oh!”  Peale said, working his voice up to its proper pitch.  “Sorry, you just caught me off guard.  Nice poster.  What’s your name?”

“But now you sound normal.”

“Well, yeah, doesn’t your voice go in and out sometimes?”  Peale asked, holding the poster.  Why am I defending myself?

“No.”  The boy said plainly.

A silence hung between them.  Peale took a deep breath to focus himself.  I am with a fan.  Let’s give him a good memory and get on with it.

“You gotta pen?”

“No.”  The boy said again.  His lip began quivering, “Does this mean you can’t sign my poster?”

“Well I probably have one in my pocket.”  Cairo patted himself down, though he knew it was useless.  Racing suits don’t have pockets.  But it bought him some time.  He looked around and spotted a pen on the ferrocrete ground.  What luck!  “Oh look!” He said, beginning to bend.

“I got it I got it I got it!”  The boy dove his huge body onto the filthy grey ferrocrete.  When he stood up, he triumphantly held the pen up high.  Peale took it and began writing on the poster, but the pen didn’t write very well.

“What’s your name again?”

“Pefbet,” the Gammorean said, wiping himself off.  “I’m here with my dad, it’s my first race.  I hope you win.  No, I know you will win.  You have to win.  I have a whole collection of podracers, and yours is my favorite, and purple is now my favorite color, and I hope you go Galactic, because that would be absolutely wizard, and my friend Kufiat likes you also – he says hi – but he isn’t as big a fan as I am.  I might be your biggest.  What did you write?  I hope it’s a lot.”

Peale nodded as Pefbet spoke, but he wasn’t listening.  The pen had begun to die as soon as he’d started to write with it, and he had to cut his message short.  Embarrassed by the brevity, he folded the poster up again before handing it and the pen back to Pefbet.

“This isn’t mine.” Pefbet said, eyeing the pen.

“It’s a podracing pen, isn’t it?  Keep it!”

Pefbet looked at the side of the pen.  It said ‘Neva Kee’.  “Yuck!!”  Peale watched him hurl the pen up into the stands.    “I don’t want his pen!”

Suddenly the announcer’s voice boomed over the whole arena, “Racers, please report to your garages for final inspection!”

“That’s my cue, but thanks for, uhh, thanks for saying hi.”

“What did you write?”  Pefbet said, beginning to open the poster.

Peale tried to squeeze past him, but Pefbet was too large and too heavy to be easily pushed out of the way, and too focused on the poster to even realize he needed to move.  But being late meant Peale would be disqualified from the whole race.  He finally managed to push himself past Pefbet, but something else had caught him.  Feeling the pressure, he simply pulled himself away, though he stopped when he heard a tear.

One of his sleeves had gotten stuck on the young Gammorean’s claws, and Peale pulled so hard it had torn.  Peale turned around to see Pefbet on the ground gathering it up.  He held it out to him, eyes already flooding with tears.  “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry!  I really didn’t mean it, and now I’ve ruined everything.  Ruined ruined ruined I’m stupid!”

Cairo was very angry.  He had an extra racing suit, but why should he change just because this stupid child had torn his?  Those suits were expensive!  But when he looked up he saw a big Gammorean lumber up behind the young fan, and a camera crew running behind him.  He put his anger aside and forced himself to laugh.  “Keep it, keep it, it’s alright!  I have an extra.  I have to get going.  Keep it.”

“You mean it?” Pefbet sniffled, blue snot trickling out of his snout.

“Yeah!  Hey, that’s better than a pen, yeah?”

“Yeah,” Pefbet said, wiping his eyes with his arm.

“I gotta go now,” Peale said.

“Wait!”  Pefbet suddenly shouted.  Peale froze in place, knowing he couldn’t let the cameras see him abandon a fan.  Pefbet straightened his back and said, “I wish you well, Cairo.”

“And I wish you well, Pefbet.”  Peale said, and as soon as he saw the boy begin to smile he turned and left before anything else could go wrong.

Pefbet turned around, folded poster in one hand, colorful torn sleeve in the other, to see his dad standing there and a man with a camera over his shoulder.  Pefbet raised his hands and screamed, “That.  Was.  So.  Cool!”  He babbled to his dad as he led them back to their seat.  When they sat down, his dad shooed the camera crew away.

When the introductions began about a half hour later, Pefbet stood on his seat, stuffing his mouth with green crackers.  He’d wrapped the torn sleeve around his arm.  He dutifully wished each racer well, occasionally turning to his dad taking pictos of him. Finally, the voice boomed Cairo’s introduction.  Pefbet’s eyes were locked on the purple podracer as it came out.  He yelled and waved both hands wildly, hoping Cairo could hear him above the crowd.  When his introduction was complete Pefbet shouted “I wish you well, Cairo!” with the crowd.  He heard echoing in his head, “And I wish you well, Pefbet.”

Then, Pefbet sat down and took the poster out of his pocket.  He carefully unfolded it again.  It was hard to read what was written (He has messy handwriting like me!), but his dad had helped him decipher the message.  “Pefbet, my friend.”  He stared at it throughout the rest of the introductions, barely mumbling well wishes to the other racers, reading it over and over.

He felt an elbow in his shoulder.  He looked over at his dad, who nodded toward the track.  High above it, the Majan priestess held a mallet above her head.  “Here, let’s trade.  You don’t want to lose that.”  His dad took the poster and put a screen on his lap.  The priestess’ hand came down and the gong reverberated around the circuit.  The race was on.

Copyright ©️ 2020 Maslow Stories

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